Light up my Darkness

From the Start

Past Sunoo POV:
This is the most beautiful man I've ever seen in my life. He's so handsome. It's like he's been perfectly crafted by an angel. Hell, he is an angel. He looks so nervous it's almost absolutely endearing. He has an icy aura to him but he's so handsome. I want to know him. I want to be his friend. A friend that I find very attractive. Maybe one day we'll be something more. Please, please, please don't be just another pretty jerk. I want to know every curve and line on him. I want to see things that make him smile and things that make him frown. Somehow without even knowing this boy I've become so infatuated with him. I smile to myself as I think about all the possibilities when I go up and talk to him. Maybe we'll become friends. Best friends even. Maybe he will confess his deepest darkest secrets to me and I'll share mine with him. We'll share our secrets with each other and he'll confess his deepest feelings to me...for me. I come back to reality as I shake my head and remind myself. I haven't even talked to him yet. Well I suppose I should change that. I excitedly start walking up to him but stop in my tracks when someone gets in my way. Jake. He steals the pretty boy from right under me. In front of me? Whatever that doesn't matter. What does matter is I now can't talk to him because Jake stole him before I could reach him.

Past Sunghoon POV:
He's loud. Although he's quite cute. The small boy has been looking at me the moment I walked into the building. The more I look at him the more I think his features are very interesting. Mostly his eyes. They're sharp like fox eyes. He almost completely resembles a fox. It reminds me that maybe I shouldn't judge him based on my first impression. Many people judge foxes because the only trait they pay attention to is how sly they are but people tend to forget that foxes are very determined and smart. So, I suppose I should look past the surface. The more I look at him the more my stomach feels tingly. Its strange. He almost sparkles. It's like there's this bright light surrounding him. He attracts people quickly they're immediately drawn to him like moths are drawn to light. I look around the room as I take note of everyone's faces. Most of the people have already paired up making their own friends. I think my ears are betraying me when I think I hear someone talking to me. I glance up at the voice and look both sides of me even behind me. He's definitely talking to me. I look up at him as I politely smile. "Hi I'm Jake!" The boy says with a big smile as he waves at me. "I'm sunghoon." I respond back. Jake continues talking to me. I hate small talk. I half listen to Jake responding when I felt necessary. I can't help but turn my attention back to fox boy. He's staring at me and Jake. I think he moved a bit closer to us from the last I saw him. I fight back a laugh as I can now see his face more clearly. I can perfectly see how he's feeling and what he's thinking. It must suck to have you face betray you like that having it show your emotions with just your face. I must admit it's kinda cute.

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!! SHOUT OUT TO THE GAYSSS!! (Shamelessly shouting myself out 🤭) I'm so excited to be writing this story and show the Sunsun side of my Jaywon story! This is the first chapter and I hope you enjoy it so far! Fun fact I actually already wrote and published the first chapter but it literally DISAPPEARED 😭 but I'm happy I re-wrote this! I like this version a lot more! ALSO YES THIS CHAPTER NAME IS A SMALL REFERENCE TO LAUFEY. I feel like Sunoo would live laugh love laufey 🤭