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I started having a mental breakdown or something. This is something I just typed in my youtube community page. Fucking enjoy my suffering:

I don't wanna grow up...
I don't wanna grow up...
I don't wanna grow up...
Do you hear me lord?
Do you hear me god?
I don't wanna grow up.
I wanna stay a child.
I don't want to cry.
I don't want these headaches.
I don't wanna grow up.
Take my sorrow, take my pain.
I know I don't pray but please I beg.
I will worship you if you take the pain.
I don't wanna grow up...
I don't want to grow up...
I don't want to grow up.
Listen to my cries.
Take away the pain.
I don't want to grow up.
I don't want to grow up.
I DON'T want to grow up.
I don't want to grow up..!
I don't want to grow up!
I DON'T WANNA GROW UP GOD DAMN IT!
I WANT TO STAY A HAPPY CHILD!
I DON'T WANT TO KNOW WHAT LIFE IS!
I'VE NEVER EXPIERENCED HAPPINESS!
FOR YOUR SAKE I WAS SAD AS A CHILD!
I NEVER HAD ANY FRIENDS!
I NEVER WENT TO SLEEPOVERS!
I NEVER FELT HAPPY!
I SHUT WHEN PEOPLE SAID I TALKED MUCH!
I OPENED WHEN PEOPLE SAID I TALK SMALL!
I WAS BORN TO PLEASE PEOPLE!
I HAVE MY FRIENDS NOW BUT SOON I WON'T!
STRIKE ME FROM THIS DAMN REALM!
TEAR ME FROM THE ATMOSPHERE!
CLAIM MY SOUL FOR YOUR HEAVENLY PLAIN!
ANYTHING TO REMOVE THE PAIN!
THE SADNESS!
HELP ME DAMN IT!
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!
I- I- I DON'T....
I don't WANT... to grow up.
I'm forced too for society.
For life.
For suffrage.
For pain.
To cry.
To scream.
To cut or be cut.
To heal or be healed.
There is no luck.
There is no destiny.
This is how I was born to be.
Whether I like it or not.
I'll accept it eventually.
For better.
For worse.
For others.
For self.
For life.
For death.
For beginnings.
And for endings.
I close the book of sorrow.
I open the book of rejoice.
I put down the fiction.
I pick up the study.
I kill my younger self.
I become a new me.
-Honor

Off fucking topic page. Wait for more chapters later degenerates.

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