HIS HEAVEN ON EARTH

JUST AUTHOR THINGS

BREAK DOWNS
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Before her school days, she was the happiest soul, she thought. After her school days, it’s a big turning point in her life. But didn’t know that would change her life upside down.
Her friends walk away from her life. Slowly her genuine smile became a fake one, just for a show. She thought “I can’t be like before, that cheerful me is missing”.
She is smiling now to make the people around her happy. Cheerfulness becomes the most insecure and scary thing in her life. Definitely, it’s become something that hurt her heart so badly.
The days she used to cry in her room. Just she and pillows around her. She didn’t know that she was slipping into stress and depression. Sometimes she can’t handle her thoughts. She didn’t have an idea when she started to think about ending her life. Sometimes when she cried she was not able to breathe properly. Her whole body shivered with lack of breath. But she can’t make any noise. Because her parents sleeping in the next room. What a pity right?
Can’t handle my own life. But the thought of suicide has grown day by day.
But if she does something like that her family never trusts that she does suicide. Especially her cousins. She knows that in front of them in their eyes she is a happy kid. Who is living her life without any bother about her future? Enjoy her life without any care about others feeling.
But they didn’t notice her big changes. She knows how much she suffering inside. how pathetically each of them hurt her with words. How their this child become a careless and hurtless person?
But she knows how much she is trying not to break down in front of them. She doesn’t want to be weak in front of her family. But her stupid heart not supporting her. it’s betraying her most of the time.
But it’s okay………..she will try her best not to break down. she will.
By for me
Bye……..

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