only love

part 3

Imagine the house like that

Est pov
After we arrived, we entered the house, and I found him amazed by the beauty of the house that I had made some modifications to " Wow, it's different from the last time I was there" he told me While walking around the house "Yes, I made some adjustments a year ago" he nodded to me and go upstairs To continue his tour of the house Then I also followed him upstairs I found him standing on the balcony watching the sea view. I know that he feels comfortable when he looks at the sea, so I decided to bring him here "How about you take a shower and then I will bring us dinner and we will eat it here on the balcony since you liked it? " He looked and me this a big smile And He came close to me and kissed my cheek Then he ran downstairs as if he had done nothing. I am used to such things from William, such as hugging and kissing on the cheeks, since we were children. He does it as if it is a normal thing. He does not know that it does a lot to me .
William pov
After I left p'est Upstairs I went to take a shower and then I remembered that I forgot my shampoo so I kept searching on the shelves and while I was searching something fell and I picked it up and it turned out to be a condom oh they even did it here I can't help but feel angry I don't know.The reason is even, but anything related to that bitch makes me lose my mind. I finished my shower and went out and found him preparing dinner as he told me. I ignored him and went upstairs. He kept calling me, but I was just so angry that I wanted to break up the house that she touched every A piece of it . I heard his steps on the stairs "hey! I called you more than five times, but you did not answer me. What happened? " I just looked at him without answer "Damn it, can you even hear me what's wrong with you? "I pulled him violently towards me and tightened my hands on his waist until I felt him in pain "Why did you even bring me here? To show me all your memories with that bitch, even in the bathroom? It's amazing "I felt like he was about to cry, then he pushed me violently and kept hitting me while crying so hard"What do you want from me? Damn it. I mean, have I ever held you accountable for your damned actions? Every day you are in the arms of a different person. Despite this, I have not told you anything because it is your damned life and I have nothing to do with it. But now you come to hold me accountable for something that is You don't even have the right to . You don't know how much I've been suffering for these damned ten years because..." I found him stopping and leaving me and went downstairs. He even went out of the house. Oh good, what did I do? I ran downstairs and went out to look for him. I kept looking around the house but did not find him. Then I decided to go outside to look for him. I kept looking for him for four hours without finding him. When I rang, he hung up on me. I was losing hope until I finally found him ringing. "P'est! It's you, I'm going to die of worrying...". "Hey! Are you the boyfriend of The owner of this phone because he was drunk as hell and kept calling your name, big child ?" "Oh This is me. Please tell me where you are because I have been searching for him for hours "He told me his location. Fortunately, the bar was not far from me. When I arrived, I found him semi-conscious, and next to him was a man who I think was the same one who spoke to me. I approached them. "You, William, damn you. How do you make your boyfriend sad to this extent? He kept crying for four hours while telling me that he loves you and that you do not love him. How do you do this to him? " The man told me with intense anger on his face, but I did not understand p'est loves me? What kind of love? It is not important as much as I finally found him and he is fine. I apologized to the man and thanked him for taking care of my boyfriend
P'est? My boyfriend? I don't know, but this thought brought butterflies to my stomach. I approached him and carrying him And I headed home all the way listening to him raving about " William i love you" what is wrong with you p'est and What was wrong with my fast heartbeats? After we arrived home, I went up to put him on the bed, then I took off his shoes and covered him, and frankly, I did not miss the idea of ​​hugging p'est While he was sleeping,so i take off my shirt and lay down next to him and hugged him, and I found him burying his face in the hollow of my neck, and then I fell asleep.
Est pov
I opened my eyes and the first thing I saw was William's bare chest. Damn, he's hugging me. Even my dreams haven't reached that level. I don't mind taking advantage of the opportunity since he was asleep. I got closer to him until I felt like we were sharing the same breath. I touched his charcoal hair and then all over his face until I reached his lips. How much I dreamed during those ten years of tasting them even . I know that someone else has touched them. I chase them. I love him. Then I found myself talking to him. "You know, Willie, I've dreamed of the day I'll wake up and find myself in your arms for ten years since the moment I fell in love with you, and I hope you feel me. I never dared to tell you because I don't want to lose you. The last thing I want in my life is to lose you.my love
So I don't mind staying by your side as a friend, watching you every day with your loved ones, burning every day for ten years of jealousy, but that's okay as long as I stay by your side." Then I approached his lips and kissed lightly, feeling as if I could only see them, I kissed him damned! And I got up from him before I got reckless and lost everything. The last thing I kissed his forehead and went downstairs to make breakfast.
William pov
I heard everything and feels everything even the kiss i feel like I'm going insane he loves me? for a ten years? I'm the one I'm jealous of oh god I don't even know what to do now, my mind can't move away from that kiss. I mean, I've kissed hundreds, but p'est kiss feels different I mean it was very superficial, but I felt that he was conveying his feelings to me through it. I loved it and I loved his feelings for me. I mean, how did me make my little one suffer all this time because of me? I found that the best solution now is to continue sleeping until he comes to wake me up .