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This is not the first time I am seeing the sunrise without sleeping...

5:06 am

I got off bed and made my way to my washroom , rubbing my hands on my face I groaned and stood infront of the mirror bare chest

Messy hair , my sweatpants rest on my lower waist debuting the waistline of my underwear as I stare at my shirtless figure in the mirror

When suddenly my gaze went to the little reddish brown mark on my neck... it's from that night

Night with y/n , the night when I felt alive , the night when I was feeling it .... that euphoric night that not only pleasured my body but my soul .

That was the only night this month when I slept, I actually slept that night....though I woke up early but I woke up next to her

And after that night it's back to square one. No sleep.

My therapist says I am insomniac and stressed and if that's true then cute to my stress is y/n. The girl I can fall asleep next to and wake up...smiling.

A small smile crept on my lips as i remembered how she looked next to me that morning..

I chukled at my foolishness and then brushed my teeth , washed my face , ruffled my messy hair back and went to the living room

Taking my phone in my hands I first went through all the voicemails listening to all of them in case it's something related to bussiness

While listening to voicemails on speaker I am making coffee and my phone rests on the kitchen counter

Then all of suddenly a voice ail started that caught my attention

Voice mail : hey jungkook...I called to tell you that I'll be coming back in a week and I have got the divorce papers , my lawyer will send the property settlement paper today sign them and I'll sign the divorce papers ...and please keep the apartment clean*

That was jenna...and the last voicemail.

I sighed and switched off my phone and took a sip of my coffee and settled on the couch

Jenna and I have been married for almost a year now but never in this long time have we ever kissed or even touched each other except the day of our wedding when we had to peck for a photo

Our marriage was a simple convenience between our companies, it was a contract marriage that if we marry we'll combine our shares and we'll get more investors then and the contract was of one year

It stated that once our shares increase and our companies expand we'll split the profit in half and get divorce and she'll get the 10% of my property or else she won't divorce me

So yeah that was all...story of my  "married life" . We never cared for each other, we slept in separate rooms and lived our different lives but we still pretended for people around us (that is why I had our wedding photo as my phone wallpaper)

But despite all this I never cheated on her, I never even thought of going behind her back and sleeping with another woman because I respected our marriage not until....I met y/n

When I laid my eyes on her I wanted her , I wanted to feel her touch , I wanted to feel her body on mine so I have into my desires

And I surrendered myself to my temptations...she really is Irresistible

I know I fucked up that I didn't tell her about my marriage and she saw my wallpaper and now she's avoiding me

It's actually turning me on

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