It was friday afternoon and i was scrolling on my phone. I was watching tiktoks of people riding they own ponies, i was jealous. I wanted my own pony so bad. "Im already riding for a year! I've tried every single stable job from lunging to mucking out horses stalls!!". But i wasnt the problem, my skills weren't the problem. The problem was money. My dad hasn't got much money since i can remember and my mum, she is too selfish. I've tried almost everything, i was switching stables to see If they don't have any horse they could sell for cheap, i tried to get a simple stable job, i even tried to convice my trainer to help me buy a cheap pony from pony club. I failed. Since im only 11 i cant get a job yet. Then i solved it, im gonna save up all my money i possibly can. I was only getting 15$ a month so it was hard. But Its gonna be worth it. After almost 2 months i was just calmly walking over horse feilds at our local stable. Looking at all the girls showing their friends what matchy saddlepads they're got for their pony, "Adele come to the feilds and saddle up Rio for your trail ride". I knew i went there to ride today but it was just diffriend, the walking was diffriend, the trot was diffriend... Then it popped into my mind. I found my heart horse. Its a special feeling.Its when you feel safe with the horse. Its the type of feeling "when you know you know.