Hello there...I am Jowel...I'm 18..Err..I like Exo especially CHANYEOL!!er ok...I am quite shy at times..I'm not an open minded person either.. well,untill he came to my life~
~FLASHBACK~
"SO!Today is your first day for your NEW High school huh?" Mom said.
"Err...Yeahhh?Why?" I said to my mom.
"Well..HAVE FUN!" She said while smiling away.Err..okayy?Mom is always being kinda weird..
Today is the day i'm going to my New High School.I moved to Busan from Seoul...Seoul...SEOUL!!How wasted is that?Seoul,the place where there is alot of kpop idols can be seen IF YOU ARE LUCKY!Especially my CHANYEOLLIE!But...i have to obey my mom by moving here,Busan...haish jinjja!I cried when we're moving here.But we have to move out because of some circumstances my mom made up.Haish..
"JOWEL!STOP IT!YOU ARE SO ANNOYING!CHANYEOL HERE!CHANYEOL THERE!CAN YOU PLEASE STOP FANGIRLING ABOUT HIM INFRONT OF US?!WE ARE NOT INTERESTED IN KPOP! SO STOP TALKING ABOUT IT!"
"You are so annoying and disgusting..Fangirling about an idol who won't even notice you?Only idiots like you will do that..."
"You are getting on my nerves.Just stay away from us.I bet if you finds a friend who you could fangirl with,they would also be annoyed with you.You are just amazingly annoying."
Ahhh!!This cruel words keep on echo-ing in my head.I can't stop thinking what they said to me.Hais..It was really hurtful but its good that i moved right away after they have said that.If not,i don't know how will i face them in school.
The 3 of them were the only close friends i have ever had.Iffah,Nazirah,Azura...Hais..I can't believe they said that to me.Am i really that annoying?Did i talk too much of what they aren't interested in?And I can't believe we are seperating just like this.We've been together since the start of high school...Urgh Jowel!Stop thinking about the past already!Let's just face the future!
"Err have you done daydreaming?You know i've been looking at you eating one piece of bread for about 5 minutes?Can you hurry up or you'll get late for school!?" Mom looking at me weirdly.Ok wait what?Shit!School!!
I quickly gobble up my bread and drank a sip of Milo.Went to my moms side and give her a peck of kiss on the cheek "Thanks for the food!Bye mom!" I said to her and rush out of the house.
At School~
"Alright sit down kids!" The teacher said to the noisy class.
"Eyy we're not kids yet!We're already high schoolers!" a kid says.
"'Yet' u say?You're weird!" Another random kid says.Ohkay...This class seems Fun.
"Alright alright quiet down.So as i have told you guys before there will be a new kid transferring here.Well..Come on in kid."
The teacher said.Why does he keep on calling people kids lol.
I came in the classroom.An awkward moment of silence while i was walking in and everyone was looking at me with an awe.
"Wow she's cute!" Some random kid says.And all those gossips starts.
"Please introduce yourself kid" The teacher say.
"Err hi.My name is Jowel and i was transferred from Seoul..." I introduced myself.
"WHAT?!SEOUL?!THAT'S A WASTE!" A random kid said.
"Why did you transfer?Seoul is a great place!You can see kpop idols if you are lucky!" Another random kid says.Wow this 2 kids must be a kpop fan..
"Okok quiet down girls.Let her finish her sentence" The teacher say.
"Well..I know..But my mom..." i said awkwardly..
"Well i guess that's it for her intro.Nice to meet you Jowel,I am Mr Chain your homeroom teacher.And class,i hope you'll get along with her well.That's it for now.Jowel,you can sit beside Youngji who is right beside the window." The teacher,Mr Chain says.
I went to my seat which is beside Youngji,The kid who says that moving from Seoul is such a Waste.
"Hi there!I'm Youngji!DO YOU LIKE KPOP?" Youngji said to me with excitement.Wow that's the first question she ask me?What a question pfft..
"Oh hi there.Yeah i do." I said coolly.
"Omg!What group do you like?!" She say.
"Ass-holes" I said to her,not trying to be funny though.
"You mean Exo?Haha you're funny!But you shouldn't say that anyhow if you like them." She said seriously.
"Who do you like the most in Exo?" A kid beside me says,her name is Nana.
"The most ugliest guy,Chanyeol." I said coldly this time.
"Okay whaaat?How dare you say that to him?" Youngji say.
"He is so disgusting and annoying,always trying to act shit." I said.
"Hey aren't you going too far?!" Youngji said.
"Youngji,let's not talk to her.I think she treat the kpop world more different from us." Nana say.
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"OMGG MY CHANYEOLLIE IS SO FREAKING CUTE IN THIS PICTURE!I GOTTA SAVE IT FOR MY WALLPAPER!"
"OMGG DID YOU SEE THAT GUYS?!HIS RAPPING AND HIS COOL VIBE OMG IT WAS JUST SOO AMAZINGLY COOL!IM MELTING HELP!!!"
This was how i fangirl....I have totally change the way i fangirl now.I know,that Youngji and Nana wants to fangirl with me about Kpop especially Exo.Me too,deep down my heart,i want to join them too.But,something is telling me not to...Im scared of being hurt again.I'm scared that it will happen again, that painful moment i've had.But i know this time is different since both of them likes kpop but i just can't...The new start of me has change now.
After that, both of them stop talking to me from then on.And then no one has ever talk to me after that incident.They thought i'm a cold and weird kid.A weird girl who likes kpop but treat them like bullshit.But To be honest,i am not trying to be the cold type of person...
Then,i was alone..Like Wow my New high school life was just so miserable.
But..
"It's Park Daebak!"
This guy..who i met through my fan account,he changed me.Ever since we started to know each other,i'm slowly changing and my high school life is getting better slowly.
I,am not alone anymore because i have my chatbuddy,Park Daebak! :)
-END OF CHAPTER 6-
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