Our Destiny | Kim taehyung | BTS Fanfiction

~The nightmares

Sleepless nights
Anxiety
Heavy breathing
Overthinking
Depression
Insomnia
These are normal for you...

9:45 AM (your pov)
You woke up breathing heavily with sweat on your forehead "the same nightmare again, I should meet them today" you took phone in your shaking hands and sent the message asking them for a meet today in the morning

You:
The same dream again,
Can we meet please

?????:                                                  
Yeah sure please
Take care
We'll be in XYZ cafe
At 11:30❤

You:
Thank you so much 🙏
I will reach there
Won't let you wait...

(Author's pov)
Putting your phone on charge you went in the bathroom to freshen up
And as normal you heard your parents talking about you, a tear left your eyes hearing them and wiping it you went taking your towel with you...

You were trying to put up a smile to face everyone today,  seeing yourself in mirror was worst thing for you, you always feel pathetic on your state.
You were doing your hair when your mother called you for breakfast.

(Your POV)
I was ready to face everyone for the day, "good morning appa, eomma"
I greeted with the beautiful smile of yours, but in reply I just got a rough greet, it is normal for me...

I had my breakfast and went to meet ???? "where are you going"   father asked with a frown on his forehead "to my class appa, I am already late"  yeah, I lied without any hesitation, having toxic and strict parents its normal for me to lie on anyone's face.

Many people advised me to tell my parents about my health, and I do told them about everything but does it looked like they cared. You are just making up your mind, you are just stressed nothing else...  That's what they advised me most of the time, and sometimes just ignored my words and my health. Having parents who doesn't even let me have friends because they are insecure about my career is being difficult for me ro live but I am still breathing . I can't even talk to anyone in front of them
I just want to be loved nothing else, I also want the bonding  other children have with their parents
When I was in 7th standard they started behaving like this, I couldn't even live my teenage, I am 19 a university going student,and maybe this is what god have written for me

"YN, Where are you lost,huhhhh!!"   I flinched hearing my mothers and fathers voice "yeah dad I was just thinking what to add more in my this month assignment, nothing much" again a lie, " ok,  come now I will drop you" yes, that was what I was expecting, I am 19 and I don't even have the freedom to go alone anywhere and If I will ask them to go alone they will just throw tantrums at me that- why,  do you have any secret or its not safe and blah blah blah,  so I just agreed, I will just leave the class and will meet  ???. It's getting too much now.  In 2 years I will get my degree and will leave this country alone.

Time skip***

Father just dropped me outside the University, I don't why they suspect me i didn't even do anything wrong.
I knew my father was looking in my direction waiting for me to enter
I just laughed sarcasticly at their over possessiveness and toxicity...
" I'll just take the first two  classes and then will leave"  you murmured to yourself looking at your watch after placing your stuff in the locker

Time skip---
Authors pov>>>

You took your bag and phone and left the uni to reach the cafe on time just to meet????

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Hi, it's my first story associated with my real life I don't know much how to chose words for the story, so I'll be glad if you'll correct my mistakes and help me to improve my writing skills

What do you think about her parents, why are the behaving like this,  is there any reason?, and who'll be ????. What do y'all think &... What's that nightmare that haunt her from long time? What do you think, do tell me in comments

In the next chapter you'll know who is  ????, and there will be flashbacks in the next few chapters

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