todobaku one shots

once more to see you. (angst)

Bakugos pov.

I myself know im not the brightest or kindest person, and i know what i have done.
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Me and todoroki had been dating since high school, but we had our ups and downs, we never had a healthy or happy relationship, we break up a lot of times.

But this time, it was entoxicating, i know he was tired of our daily fighting, but he never complained and actually tried to understand me, my behavior.

But it won't be long till he snaps at me.
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"Hey bakugo, let's talk." i growled and loudly yelled at him, and he just tsked and went to the kitchen. Now i know it's serious, so i followed him to the kitchen

I sat down across from him, and he tried to hold my hands, but i slapped it away. "Can you just say it for christ's sake?" I complained. At this point, he was definitely tired of my bullshit,

"Bakugo, let's end this." He started, my eyes widened  "what..?" I mumbled, and he repeated himself, i stood up, slamming my hands on the table.

"You can't do this, you bastard! I did everything to keep this relationship going, and you're going to end it!?" He stood up and tried to leave, but i pulled him and slammed him on the wall.

"Even if you were trying to keep this relationship, you're also the one breaking it." He said calmly, i clenched my fist."What are you talking about." I said with anger in my eyes

"Bakugo, i love you, but i can't take it anymore. i sacrificed my own happiness so you can keep yours, i gave my all in this relationship, but it was never enough. You always find ways to be a piece of shit to me. You always do things i dont like. At least let me feel your love because even if i did everything, i can never reach that part of you. " There was a moment of silence before he added

"No matter how much i do for us, you never appreciated it. Loving you is harder than being a hero. Im done. Im sorry. " he gently pushed me and walked out, i fell on my knees as tears slowly fell down my cheeks.
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that day broke me, my heart, my life, my pride, my ego. as soon as we graduated college, we never saw each other again, not even on reunions or missions it always feels like he's avoiding crossing paths with me

i dont blame him. I know what i did. How could i forget when he was my biggest regret, but then i met him, again? Now you might think i met him with his eyes all teared up with flowers in hand

but he did have flowers on his hands, but it wasn't for me. it was for another. He looked happy, the face he has is the face I've been longing for

how is he smiling? how did he forget about me, about us!? yes, i was devestated, i loved him, but i guess he loves her too,

i dont know why, but i was looking at them now that i said earlier he wasn't the one with teary eyes, i was.

i watched them hug and kiss each other with pure and innocent love in their eyes, he was happy, but im not.