• Sheyya •
We talked and talked and talked for hours looking up at the stars, I never had something like this before i feel really fucking happy honestly
He takes me away from harsh reality make me feel like a nîgga in lalaland
He gives me comfort and listens to me like he cares about how i feel and how i think and he look at me like he in love just like me
"What's ya definition of love?" I asked him making him really think
I want to know how he likes to be loved so i can show him to the best of my abilities
"I want an love like the 90s" he said looking like he was dreaming about it
"You know when people was so fucking in love with eachother they was almost inseparable, supporting eachother with whatever they did, looking at eachother with so much love everybody could smell they chemistry" he said grabbing onto my shirt
"Love for me isn't about gifts or money or none of that shit, I want time and affection I want to know a nîgga is safe to let his guard down and wear his heart on his sleeve" he finished up looking at me to see if i understood
"That's what i mean by you different pa nobody would have answered that question like you did. Whoever you end up with gone be a lucky ass nîgga" i chuckled
I watch as his face expression changed to sadness as he dropped his head on my shoulder
He's very sensitive, I didn't mean it like that I just don't be wanting to act cocky around him and he think i'm just here to fuck him
"You okay pa?" I said rubbing his back through his hoodie
I want him to take this shit off I know he's uncomfortable even though i have the air in here blasting
"Shey I really like you" he whispered
"I really like you too pa" I said chessing because that's what i wanted to hear since i met him
"No shey like i really like you" He said coming up to my face
"You make my body feel this type of way i don't feel with anybody, I can feel ya presence no matter where we are, I feel like i known you for ages and it feels like i'm falling too fast without even knowing if you on that timi-"
I cut him off smashing my lips on his. Just shut up pa shìt know i love you.
He ran his hand through my dreads as i slipped my tongue in his mouth lifting him up out his seat on my lap
He moaned as i had one hand on his ass and the other on the back of his neck making sure he stay locked in this kiss
We kissed eachother hungrily and i felt my dick get hard groaning because this is not how i want our first time to go but he making it hard for me
I pulled away looking into his hazel eyes as they shinned making me lick my lips
"What's wrong" he pants out frowning
I coo'd on the inside looking at him he is so precious to me man
"I don't want our first time to be in here you deserve more than that" I said pecking his lips
He nodded in understanding jus putting his face in my neck trying to catch his breath
I moved both my hands down to his ass rubbing it slowly, he like my touch a lot his body calms down everytime i feel on him
I felt his small breathing and I knew he had fell asleep making me chuckle lowly, I had to get him home
"Pa? Want me drop you back off?" I said hoping he said no but i didn't want to force him to stay with me
"No please don't leave me" He lowly said grabbing onto my shirt
I smiled hard as a bitch knowing this gone be all mines soon, ima show him how a real nigga supposed to love on him give him what he deserves.
I tapped on him because he need to get into his seat now
"Noooo" he whines as i tried picking him up
"Pa we can cuddle all night if you want too but you can't sit right here while i'm driving" I chuckled trying again but he wouldn't budge
"Okay pa you win" I gave in pulling my seat up so i could drive correctly
Hardheaded ass
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I walked into my house holding rodrick by his waist since he didn't want to get off me.
I don't mind babying him he deserves to be catered too like he likes too.
"Pa ima lay you down i'll be back" i said making him cling on to me tighter
"Pa you at my house I promise i'm not leaving you"
He losing up after i said that and i quickly laid him on my bead before he changed his mind
"Hurry up shey" he yawns turning over
"This bed is so fucking comfy" I hear making me laugh as i head to my bathroom
I put my dreads in a ponytail and took my clothes off leaving me in my boxers, i would take them off too but i don't want to do none he uncomfortable with
I just hate clothes
I look at him through the bathroom door worrying about him with these big ass clothes on i want him to be comfortable
But i know if i try to take them off he gone tense up
I made my way to the bed getting on the other side pulling rodrick close
"Pa I know you uncomfortable let me take these off of you" i mumbled in his ear rubbing his ass
"Sheyyyy" he whined grabbing my hair
"I'm not tryna fuck you pa" i chuckled shaking my head
He was all in for that which is crazy for somebody who walked away from me the first night we met
"Okay" he whispered and i happily took his joggers off noticing his black lace panties
"Fuck" I groaned more to myself seeing how bubble his ass really is
Not the time sheyya not the time
"lift up pa" i said as he obeyed and let me take his hoodie off
It was pretty dark in here but the light from the window shinned on his body letting me see his bruises
I knew something was up
I turned us around so where he was laying down and i was on top of him examining his body
My baby look like he done got beat or some
"Fuck did this to you?" I said in anger
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