𝕁𝕌𝕊𝕋 ℍ𝕀𝕊

Clay'sPOV

I'm standing on the balcony a drink on my hand , the other hand on my sweat pant pocket as I lazily stared down at my men working .On the outside someone can assume that I'm calm and have no expression at all , or even think I'm bored of everything that is happening , but in my head , I'm fucked  up , a lot of things are going through my mind and I can't find solution to any of them.

I just got myself into a bigger trouble and for what ? For her? Geez! Why didn't I just solve whatever happened that day like a normal person. I don't know what got over me but I just couldn't think and shot him. But something in me knows that if I were to go back to the past I would have done the same thing again. That son of a bitch, he tried to rape her.

Jay Park, the right man to the executive secretary of the parliament, yes , the executive secretary has some dirty business going on. And now I'm his enemy, it's ironic that he isn't angry at the fact that his man tries to assault a woman, instead he is angry about what? Me doing Justice on his behalf?
I was busy trying to avoid Livia by all means , but she was clinging on me like a gum on the shoe sole. We had a past together and our relationship was the talk of the town, everyone was routing for us including me, unfortunately she just ruined it all. She ruined all the 10 years of our relationship like it was nothing. The Voiyt's and us we are good business partners, I guess they are mostly on Cole's and my father's side but still , I knew Lily since I was adopted and we became close and during my teen years we started on and off dating .

I'm not a gentleman , I have my own mistakes that I'm not very proud of. But I couldn't forget how Livia betrayed me and just took my documents to my father making me never trust her. She then has the audacity to try to pursue me again. I like her still. I won't lie to myself , yes being close to her hurts me . I'm tempted sometimes, and I almost fell into the temptation but I didn't. All this time I tried to keep her away from me , even though I knew how Lily and Bianca likes her but that chapter is closed.

She betrayed me and stole the document that had important land documents and took them to that old wench.

I know most people saw what went down that night, and some took that as a weakness. I know that or I hope I'm wrong but right now people think that Almasi means something to me and want to get something out of her or me. But she is not. Whatever happened on the car was just lust. We all lust over mere people.

But she has been on my mind , everywhere I go , I smell her, my hands even though I try washing them every time, the smell of her still lingers. I had to move to a bigger mansion, one that isn't my favorite , because of how I felt after she left, I couldn't admit it but the feeling of seeing her or knowing that she was here when I come back or her cat whenever she walks into my room uninvited and unapologetic and just climbs on my bed . Or how I let her sleep and pet her . It is just a coincidence and it will remain so.

I've got better things to do than think about her. Is what I've been reminding myself every day for the past month. But it's true, right now , I've had some men load some of tobacco and heroin from the pick up truck and distribute them into small sections and drive off to our costumers.
These drugs are illegal but we have connections more than 3000 pounds of cocaine was brought into this site and was being broken down to our customers , even the cartels who live in Canada order from me.

Another reason I moved into a bigger house is because of my team. We killed the Indian man and right now a lot of people are not my acquaintances. I had to do that he messed up with me big time . I sometimes work with that old man but most of the time I have my own deals and work. He didn't listen to me and look where we are but he had allies too like me and now I have lots of people against me .