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31 march 2009
Ya wo din ha jab may phali dfa school gya...... Is waqat Mari Mama nay mujy Kuch baty ki Jin may ak bat yah thi....beta Yaha apky bohat say dost bny gy......waha aus time do bhaiyon ka be admission howa...aun bhaiyon ko dakh kr manay apni mama say kaha kash mera be koi bhau hota.....tho mama nay muskura kr kaha....beta ap achy dost bna na woh konsa bhaiyon say phir kam hoty............
Meray zehan may yah bat bath gai or aesay he meri zindagi KY ak haseen Dor Ka agaz howa....lakin bat yah thi me dost kesay banau mah do din school gya or phir mah kuch din ky leya school nai gya... Jab mah chutyan KR KY wapis school jata tho class Ka ak larka meray Pas atta or muj say pouchta ap itnay din school Ku nai ay......tho Yaha say Woh larka Mera phela dost banta humnay ak sath bathna lunch krna..... Lakin ausko koi issue tha Woh bohat BEMAR Raha krta tha or Kuch din bad hi wo school Chor kr chla gya...lakin aus time shayad mujy dosti KY bary may Kuch nai pta tha or phir manay be dost bna na shuru kr deya......or phir meray 2 dostt ban Gy or dakhty hi dakhty hmari dosti gahri say gahri hoti chli gai ab hmayy ak sath 7 sall ho chuky thay or mujy apni dosti par bohat naz tha.....lakin ab 5th ky bad mah school change krna tha or mujy yahi lag raha tha Kay hmari dosti bas yahi tak thi....

AJ Mera new school may admission tha mah bohat udas tha lakin ab kya hi keya ja sakta tha mah admission KY Leya school jata tho principal office may mah apny doston ko dakhta aunko dakhty hi Mari kushi ki koi intaha nah rahti or phir kushi kushi ham 3no nay waha admission lay leya..........jab classes start hoti tho mah apny doston say pouchta KY tum log Yaha Kaha a gy tho wo log kahty jaha Tu waha hum yah sun KR mah bohat kush Howa or dill may ya socha KY mah Kitna kush kismat Hun Jo mujy itnay achy dost mely.......hum nay 10th standard tak sath parha or 10th KY bad hmary Pas phone be a gya.....lakin shayad phone Ka ana Kuch Acha nai tha meray ak dost KO mohabat ho gai or Woh hmesha aus KY sath busy rehta ak din mah auski gf KO dakhta or ja KR aus say pouch leta KY Mera dost Kaha.....wo mujy kahti mujy maloom nai or mah waha say chala jata.....Kuch din bad mera birthday tha may officially 18 ka ho gya tha or manay party rakhi jis may mah apny aun 2 doston ko be bulata hu.... Ak dost tho time say a jata or 1 dost Ka mah wait KR Raha hota Kab wo ay or mah cake cut kro kafi dar bad Woh atta lakin wo Akela nai hota ausky sath Kuch log hoty Jo a KR ak hi dam mujy Marny lgty or mah dekhta Hun aunky sath Mera dost be mujy mar Raha ha aun logo nay mujy itna mara Ky bahosh ho gya......jab mujy hosh Aya tho kud KO hospital may pata Hun.....or mah apny Ghar walon say swal krta Hun aun logo nay mujy Ku mara lakin Woh koi jwab nai daty itnay may Mera 1 dost atta mah aus say pouchta tho wo meray say hi swal krta KY tum auski gf KY sath thay kya tum ausko (Yani apny dost KO) cheat kr rahy thay......mah heran ho KR bolta Hun kya manay kya keya....Woh mujy phir ak video dekhata (yah video wohi Hoti kis may mah auski gf say Mela or aus say yah poucha KY Mera dost kaha ha,) mah apny dost ko sari bat btata lakin wo muj pr yakeen na krta or kahta kya video may tho ha wo jhoot ha tum aud say baty kr rahy tum aus say mely yah dakh mujy kitn abura lg raha socho jis ki wo gf ausko kitna bura lga hoga...........yah kah kr wo be chala jata.......ab mah yahi Sochta raha ky kya yahi dosti thi hmari asl dukh mujy yah tha KY Mari birthday Mera itna special day aus din meray sath aesa howa or jo kuch howa wo be ak Larki ki wja say ak Larki KY any say Kitna Kuch badal gya bas yahi sochty yahi bat meray demag may chalti rahti or mah BEMAR rehny lg gya kesi cheez may dill nai lgta tha mera bas ab mujy akely rehny ki adat se ho gai....meri ya hallat dakh kr meray ghar waly be mari wja say preshan rahny lgy...or jab mujy is bat ka ahsas howa tho manay apny ap ko badalny ki koshish ki or bas phir mah apny ghar walon ky satg has kr bat krny lg gya ta kay wo log mari wja say preshan nah ho........bazahir kushi dekhana meray leya mushkil tha lakin phir be ma apny ghar walon ko preshan nai dakh sakta tha.....or phir mah apny kamry ki safai kr raha tho manay apni almari may kuch box dakhy woh box wohi thay jo mujy birthday pr gift ki surat may melay thay.....tho aunko dakh kr mujy apni birthday yad a gai jo kuch howa lakin ab meh is sab say agy nekalna chata tha is leya manay wo sab autha kr store may rakh deya....store may rakhty howy mujy apny baba ka dia howa gift meela jab manah wo open keya tho aus KY andr phone tha....phir mujy Yad Aya manay apny Baba say phone ki farmaish ki thi.....ma jaldi say bhag kr baba ky pas jatq or aunko galy lga kr rony lg gya baba kahty kya howa manay kaha phone nekal kr dekhaya tho baba hasny lgy or Kaha kya ho gya...bas kush raha kro hmary leya yahi kafi ha......or phir ma apny room may a gya or manay phone chlany lg gya mujy zeyada kuch tho pta nai tha tho bas jo smj may aya mah phone may kuch apps download ki or manay social media account bny.....or kuch din bad mah apna social media account open krta tho mujy kesi nay comment may mention keya hota jab mah woh open krta tho Woh koi k-pop band ki post Hoti.....bas wahi Mari ak Hani name ki larki say bat Hoi...or aus nay mujy apny group may add kr leya waha hum log din bhar baty krty....or bas dakhty hi dakhty mari or auski achi dosti ho gai....lakin mujy dosti say ab dar lgta tha kun ky dost khona meray leya mushkil tha lakinaus may koi bat tho thi nsh nsh krty howy be mari auski achi dosti ho gai......kuch hi dino may hmari dosti adi ho gai ky hum jab tak ak dusray say apni baty na share krty tho sakoon na milta...din maheno may or maheenay salon may badal Gy...........phir ak din mah aus say kahta kya hum agy any waly dino may be dost rahy gy??....tho wo mujy bara pyara sa jwab dati or kahti hnari dosti ko kitna time ho gya? Manay Kaha takreeban 3 sal tho wo kahti is 3 sal KY arsay may tumhari or Mari Zindagi may kitnay dost ay lakin Woh sab chly Gy lakin tum sath or ainda be tum sath raho Gy.......or meray leya bas itna hi kafi tha hum log roz rat dar tak baty krty apni baty share krty thay.....or phir ahista ahista mujy lga ky may ausko tang krny lg gya hun or ma kud side par hony lg gya or shayad ausko ya bat feel Hoi or aus nay muj say yah swal keya tumhay kya ho gya ha manay kaha kuch nai tho ausny kaha koi tho batt ha ausky kahny KY bad manay aus say kah deya mujy LG Raha ha KY mah tumhay tang krta Hun or mah nai chata koi Mari wja say tang na ho tho Woh hasny lgi or kahti kitna soxhty ho tum aesa kuch nai ha.......ak din hmari bat ho rahi hoti or baton baton may woh muj say kahti kya faida tumhara jab tum milny nai a dakty apni dost ko...mah yah bat mazak may Leta or kahta a jau ga tum kun tension lati ho......yah shayad mari or auski akhri bat thi aus KY bad Woh apna social media account Chor gai thi......yah bat meray leya bardasht krna mushkil tha.....yah ak dam achanak kya ho gya mujy kuch smj nai ai...wo mujy apni adat dal kr mari zindagi say chli gai....•́⁠ ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠,⁠•̀

or ab mujy andaza ho gya KY dosti name ki koi cheez nai hoti log Zindagi may atty Hain or APNI adat dal kr chly jaty....ab mah itna pather ho shuka Hun koi Zindagi may ay ya jay mujy farak nai prta.......ab may apni Zindagi may bohat agy chla gya tha.....or ab graduation ky bad mari job lg gai out of city jis department may mari job lgi tho waha may jata tho dakhta hun waha mera woh dost be job kr raha hota......jis nay meray say mari zindagi ka speical din cheen leya..........jab wo mujy waha dakhta tho wo waha say auth kr chla gya mari ankon ansu a gy or may ausky pechay jata tho dakta hun woh be wahi khara ro Raha tha phir jab wo mujy wahi pechay khara howa dakhta tho atta or mujy gly lga KR Rony lgta or mah be kud KO rok na ska or mah be Rony lga....or phir hum 1 jga bath Gy or apny purany Dino KO Yad krny lgy or phir bat aus din pr a gai jab Woh apny sath logo KO Lata or mujy Marta....yaha pr bat atti tho wo woh sharminda hota or muj say mafi mang nay lgta or mah aus say kahta tum nay aesa kun keya tha ausny Kaha jin ko manay apna dost kaha wohi meray dusman nekly
Manay aus say Kaha kesay phir wo btata KY mujy ak video dekhai gai jis may tum Mari gf say Milty...mujy yah nai pta tum logo nay kya bat ki lakin aun logo nay muj say Kaha tum mujy cheat kr rahy ho....or bas mujy phir Kuch smj nai ai tho aunho nay mujy Kaha isko sabar sekhao wrna yah tumhari gf KO lay KR Nekal jay ga or phir Woh log meray sath tumhari party may atty or tumhay mar KR hum log chly jaty....aus KY bad hi mujy pta chalta tum Aus say Mera hi pouch raha thay....tho wo larki be mujy Chor gai Jin logo KY sath mil KR mara Woh log be dhoka da kr chly gy or mujy apny apsy nafrat ho gai KY mah itna Bura Hun KY mujy APNI dosti pr yaqeen nai....jab may ya bat sun leta tho mujy be yah ahsas hota KY is ki Zindagi be Mari trhan hi ha isko be dosti may dhoka mela mah ausko gly lga Leta or kahta Jo howa so howa lakin hum dost thay or Hain.......lakin meray dill may ak swal tha jo may aus say pouch leta tumnay muj say contact ku nai keya tho woh kahta kis mu say contact krta mah tum say itna bura krny ky bad mah kis ku say tum say bat krta.......meray pas kou jwab na tha is leya mah chup ho gya...or phir hum dono mil KR apny teesray dost KY Pas jaty or apny purany Dino KO Yad krty.....or bas aesay he sab thk ho gya....

(Lakin aus larki nay muj say dubara Kabhi contact nai keya lakin Woh abhi be meray Dil may ha or aus ki har har bat meray Dil may ha or bas meray Leya itna hi kafi ha or mah yahi cahta wo be mujy hmesha Yad rakhy)

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