Hi Ritz!!

Babush :)

Hi Ritz!!! Long time no talk hahahaha. This is just a little vent bhie and maybe more on a babye letter for now. 

I've been feeling quite lost lately. I feel like I have completely lost myself. The "ediza" that you know and love is lost na and I'm struggling to find it. 

I'm lost bhie, so lost and wa nko kibaw unsa akong mabuhat. It hurts to think na I've lost my spark na, I've lost my motivation, my happiness, my passion, and ambot bhie wa nko kibaw asa ko padong. 

I don't know what I'm currently feeling, what I like, what I dislike...I'm just confused, so so so confused. Throughout this journey of mine, I just felt empty. I don't know the reason nganong na inani ko but hey this is life mn hahaha. 

So bhie, I will take a break sa. I just need to find myself first. So di sa ko ka talk ninyong ed hahaha since kamo rmn sd akong katabi ahahahha. It will only be for a short while hehehe since yk di mn ko ka live without tabi hahahaha. 

THINGS YOU GUYZ DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABT:

1. Me: Don't worry abt me. The ediza you all know will be back eventually. I will be back very very soon.

2. Feelings nko ni guitarist: Naa pmn ang feelings so ayaw mo kaguol. Pero basin mka move on diay ko chariz. Pero in all seriousness, I am not willing to let go of these feelings yet pero part of me wants to let go na since it will just lead to more kasakit (yay cringe) pero still continue rooting for us lng ay waw char. 

3. Don't be afraid to approach me guyz, di mn ko mamaak. Pero bitaw, you could still talk to me, in person or in any way. Parehas anhis sa wattpad, just vent all you want, I may not read it asap pero for sure I will read it once i get back.

4. Don't let this situation of mine hinder the way you guys treat me. I'm still me and you're still you so let's not change the way we treat each other just because we're experiencing our own problems in life. 

There you have it an update on my life. Babye muna ninyooong Ed, I'll be backkk <3

THE END (^^)