Jerk!

Its Not That Bad After All

I was conditioning myself for the class coz' I don't want to ruin my favorite subject. Yes, music is my favorite subject and I can say I have a good voice. Which I really proved right after all I've always got a 1 on this subject. I closed my eyes and I tried breathing exercises. When I felt that I think I'm already alright, I opened my eyes.

It's just bad coz' the first person I saw was that jerk! What the hell is he doing here? He was at the doorway and the girls just make gestures just to get his attention. He saw me then a smile lit up on his face and started to walk towards where I was sitting.

"Hey, uhm.. Can I seat here with you?" He said placing that usual smirk he wear.

"Well if I owned it, I won't allow you. But sad to say that its the school so you can do whatever you want with that chair." I said blankly.

"You know what, I was wondering if what I did wrong to you, that every time you saw me, you're always in a bad mood." He said looking hurt.

I just look at him and I was going to say something but I can't find some words. He just look away and didn't pay attention to me anymore and his face was looking serious now. I just turn my gaze into the mini stage. Why am I feeling this way? I'm feeling guilty of what I had done to him. He's right, he didn't even do wrong with me and there I am being angry at him.

I glance at him sideways but I saw that he was still serious and he's reading his notes. Maybe Riah's right, he's not that bad. I was feeling more guilty this time. I felt bad for myself acting like a bitch here being angry at people that didn't do something wrong with me. What's wrong with me? Well its just started to him and its always him.

I was going to say sorry to him when the professor came in. I just zip my mouth and have decided to tell it to him later at the end of the class.

"Good afternoon class, today we are going to perform and I will pair each one of you to the opposites which means girl and boy partner okay?.." Mr. Obama said as he dictate one by one the names of the girl and boy who is being partnered up with each other.

"Ms. Winters, your going with Mr. Anderson since you've got always the highest grade and one of my best student, I think you could help the new student here." He said as he turned to me.

I just agreed since I can do nothing about it besides he's my favorite professor.

"Okay" I said awkwardly.

"Now, I want you to discuss with your partner of what song would you prefer to perform here I will give you 10mins. to practice." He firmly said as we all gather to see each others partner and talked to them.

I just turned my seat in order to face her coz' we were just near each other. I am still serious and I know that she was feeling guilty and I am enjoying it. She's cute looking like that. I know that in a moment of time she will say "I'm sorry". In 3.. 2.. 1..

"Look, I'm sorry for my attitude earlier. I had a lot of things in my mind and I was just got frustrated. I didn't intend to be mean to you. I am not that kind of person. So I want to apologize for my act. I'm sorry." She said as her face looking down and not looking at me.

I was just right and here she is apologizing to me. I felt that she is really sorry so I simply forgive her.

"It's okay, Riah explained to me earlier that there's something you went through on." I said giving her an assurance. Her head snapped up slowly and she had a smile now on her face. God she's beautiful her shining eyes were brown and her lips were pinkish. She was just perfect.. He thought as he stared at her. He was snapped out of his thoughts when Christine spoke.

"So what song would you like to perform? I'll make you choose since your new here." She said changing the topic.

"Do you know the song Angels Cry by Mariah and Neyo?" He said with a questionable look.