𝐄𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐅𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐲

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟏

Did I went too far? Tearing her research paper into pieces was a fucking rude move. It has obviously hurt her to a point beyond but what hurt me were her pale, helpless eyes.

She is not reacting to anything I am doing. What I need from her is her reaction. For some goddamn reason I feel she is hiding something but what exactly would she be hiding?

Rudransh has been in touch with her since the day I left the country and he hasn't informed me of anything concerning as such yet.

But there is something I don't know.

The paleness in her eyes. She might hide from everyone but she can't hide from me.

She is very smart. Actually being smart would be an understatement.

She cannot find who murdered Harsh and Avrush. Her finding out who the killer was is surely going to raise so many fucking doubts in that little head of her's and that would question her firm's reputation.

Yes, I know I am marrying her to get my revenge but that doesn't mean I will hurt her reputation in front of the world.

That's absolutely last thing on the to do list. Never in her dreams also she can't find out the reason why they were killed.

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Losing control. That is what I am doing right now. I am losing control. Since Anya left me, control was the only thing I was doing. I was controlling myself from breaking into her house and fucking her until she didn't remember her own name. Fucking her until she realised she is mine.

But I did not. Why?

I don't even know why. I was just too hurt that night, but I did not intended on leaving the country until her parents called me.

That was the freaking moment when I knew we were over. I had started drinking and taking pills to sleep. I was losing control.

She never knew how much I needed her. She was the flower in my lungs until I realised it was the thorns which were growing, the flowers were just a freaking show.

I felt the cold wind blow against my face as I sped through the empty highway as I felt my chest hurt.

She chose someone else over me. Right in front of me.

It just feels different to see her. It's been nine fucking years. I have always showed my emotional side to her. She was the one I used to open up to and right now, she is the one I am the coldest to.

She was my girl and now she is my woman.

Either ways she is mine.

Being an idiot in love sucks. It sucks when you give them the consideration they don't care about. The consederation that they don't deserve.

I notice the sun rising as I increase the speed of my bike, inspite of knowing the danger. It's dangerous because it's dawn right now and the truck traffic starts around this hour. It's too dangerous but it's worth it.

There was a fucking time where she was worth everything.

My motorcycle is my new friend now and not going to lie but Anya is shit scared of them.

If she knew that I am speeding up at this hour at the highway, she would murder me.

She would had actully done that.

Actually she would had murdered me at this point because she doesn't care, does she?

Everything is changed between us.

She is so fucking scared of motorcycles that she would not get on a bike with anyone except me. Like no fucking one.

Not Samiksha. Not her cousin, Dhruv. Not Rudra.

No fucking one.

She looked so different at her birthday party that it hurt looking at her. She is so fucking beautiful but the spark is gone.

I had noticed that she hadn't touched a single food item all through the party and when we returned to her apartment she had straight went to her office and had started working.

Well then that obviously means she hasn't eaten anything in the spam of around seven hours.

God damn it, Little Devil.

I decide to buy some packet of her favourite noodles, Maggi.

Yeah, I still remember how she used to love eating these noodles cooked by me.

I might hate her but I am never hurting her physically.

After all, she is my little devil!

I feel my phone buzz in my right pocket as I park my bike aside, and see Samiksha calling.

Yeah, I'm sure as fuck dead now.

I smirk as I pick up the call.

"Where the fuck is she?" she yells as I lower the volume of my volume.

"Good morning to you too," I tell her as I chuckle.

"You ruined my life. I hate you," she sobs out as I could imagine her crying and being consoled by Rudra.

"You transfered the shares Samiksha, you ruined your friendship," I state her. She was the one who transfered the shares, I was not the one who did that. It's her fault.

"Where is she?"

"At her apartment," I tell her.

"Please tell her to pick my calls," she begs me as I sigh.

"Okay," I murmured as I cut the call.

Anya won't respond and Samiksha knows that.

If the truth is to be said, Sam was coerced into transferring the shares. Because of course, she would never had done that.

She is a good friend.

Transferring the shares is obviously going to make a rift between Samiksha and Rudransh.

And when we talk about Samiksha and Anya, they are not fixing things any time soon.

There is no fucking way they are doing that.

She is hurt. She won't talk to Sam until she is over it or she is fucking drunk. The only people she is in touch with after they have hurt her are her parents. That's it.

But now she's not in touch with them and I am fucking proud of her for that. I'm proud of the fact that she is a independent person now and she left her bastard parents.

Even though I hate her, I'm proud.

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See I tried posting a longer chapter. This chapter originally has 500 words and I added 500 more to it.
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