He could have asked the teacher to let him in and the would have.... He is his favourite student after all, so why did not he?
Is he okay????
Huhhh whatever, why would I care?
No, I do not. I am just curious...
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Yes, am just curious. Like... Is not it really kind of unbelievable for him to be late?
I was lost in my thoughts when I felt his gaze on me.
I looked at him to confirm but he looked away as he realised that I sensed his gaze on me...
I might be mistaken. Why would he care to look at me?
Why would he?
After all I am his love rival, he knows too that I am in love with Shizuka.
Everyone knows that I am in love with Shizuka... Every single person except her...
Sometimes I wonder if she is really clueless about my feelings for her or she knows but does not care at all about my feelings.
But then I laugh at my own question.
And even if she is aware of my feelings why should I expect her to care about my feelings, no one else has ever cared about them then why must she? Why would she? Why should she?
Then I tell myself that you are lucky enough to have a girl like her as your friend. I do not have the courage to confess my feelings to her.
What if she gets disappointed in me?
What if she starts to hate me?
What if she decides to end our friendship? What if she cuts ties with me?
What if I end up losing our friendship?
I do not want any of this to happen. I cannot afford losing her.
I cannot risk our friendship. It is all I have. How can I? What I would do if I lose this beautiful bond between us? I will regret it for the rest of my life. I will never be able to forgive myself.
I have managed to keep up with all this since I realized my feelings for her, I do not even remember what was my age at that time. I think I have loved her all my life, ever since I have known her.
"Nobita?? "
"Nobita? "
"Nobita???..."
I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard someone calling my name.
"Uh y-yes? " I replied
"What were you thinking about? You seemed pretty lost in your thoughts. I have called your name so many times but you did not noticed. Is there something bothering you?" Asked Dekisugi, he looks concerned...
"It is nothing serious." I tried to brush off the topic.
"By the way what were you calling me for? " I asked.
No, I do not care if he is worried about me Or not, I am just curious.
"Oh, um... that" He pointed his finger at my hands "your wound, it looks pretty bad. I think you should treat it as soon as possible, do not let it get infected."
He said.
I don't know why but it feels like... like his confidence is asleep somewhere right now. He looks nervous. But why would I care? I must not, he is my love rival.
What he said succeeded to form a smirk on my face. He somehow looked shocked when he noticed that smirk on my face, I am sure it is because he is used to see me crying. Is it not what I always do? It is the only thing I am good at, crying like fools.
"This? ... Uh, this is nothing. I am used to these things. I am used to getting hurt like this. I am used to getting wounds like this. Now, they do not hurt as much as they used to anymore. All thanks to Gian and Suneo... "
Is that a frown on his face? Why?
Well, it does not matter how much I hate this guy this is one thing I always have to accept at the end that he really is a good guy. Who gets worried about their love rival. I do not think anyone except this guy, Dekisugi, can do this. This is the reason why I never used any of Doraemon's any gadget to use against him. I do not want to do something bad to him just because the girl I love, loves him.
"Oh, but still I think you should... if you do not mind, I can help you."
I said nothing, I was just thinking that how can he be so good? He is... someone I want to be like...
No, what am I saying...? No, I do not. He is my rival, I should hate him.
"No, you do not have to. It is nothing serious"
"Nobita, let me. Stop being stubborn" He said with a hint of frustration in his voice.
Wait, did he just talked to me in that tone? What is wrong with him today, this is not like him at all.
"Come with me. " He grabbed my hand and made me follow him. I was so shocked and lost in thoughts that I do not even realised that I was following him without even trying to resist. What is wrong with him?
No, What is wrong with me?
Why did I let him drag me like this?
Why did I followed him?
Maybe because I am just curious about why is he behaving so different today.
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Hey!!!
This is your author here...
Well... I don't know what to say because this is the first time I am writing something like this. 😅
Doraemon has been my favorite show ever since I was a kid and it still is ... But where my friend and siblings had 'Nobita' as their favourite, I was obsessed with Dekisugi 🤭
When I grew up.... I fell in love with this thing called 'BL' and 'NobiSugi' turned out to be one of my most favorite ship😌
I hope you guys will find this story loveable and
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