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Soobin Pov
I am a big fan of txt especially yeonjun. I just really like him I have a crush on him a big one. Today i won a video call too from him and I'm so nervous. It's at 1 and I'm so excited and nervous. What if he doesn't like me I have to look pretty. After a while I saw it was 11 and I quickly got up and I freshened up and changed.

I made myself look pretty and I made some breakfast and I ate

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I made myself look pretty and I made some breakfast and I ate. I got everything set up on my computer and I hid all my posters of him. It would be so embarrassing for him to see it. After a while it was close to the time and I got so nervous. What if he thinks I'm annoying and that I talk too much or I'm too loud. It's ok you got this. After a while it was my turn and I tried to prepare myself. Maybe I should walk away and act like I just noticed it. So I seem cool or no maybe I should stay put. But then he'd know how nervous I am and he might think it's weird or annoying or.. 
Yeonjun:Umm are you ok
I turned and I saw him and I almost ran away.

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H..Huh oh um yeah I'm fine
Yeonjun:I said your name like 5 times
Oh no I..I'm sorry
Yeonjun:It's ok you seem so nervous
I am oh I mean I..I'm cool see. I put on sunglasses and he chuckled.
Yeonjun:Cute well are you doing ok
Yeah I am
Yeonjun:Good what were you thinking about hmm
Oh um nothing
Yeonjun: Really you seemed really deep in thought
Well um I..I um
Yeonjun: You are so nervous calm down doll it's ok breathe
Ok I was thinking about if you would like me or not
Yeonjun:Aw cute I do
R.. Really you don't think I'm annoying
Yeonjun;Of course not
How many people have you talked to yet
Yeonjun: You're actually the last one
R.. Really
Yeonjun:Yeah and the cutest one
I gasped and I blushed and looked away.
Yeonjun:cute
Do you talk to all your fans like that
Yeonjun:No honestly you are special
You don't have to lie to me
Yeonjun:I'm not I would never lie to someone as beautiful as you
Stop. I blushed more and looked down.
Yeonjun:Cute so what do you like to do hmm
I...I like um reading and listening to music I..I like you the most oh no I..I mean um ignoring that
Yeonjun:Cute I'm happy you do huh is that a poster of me
Huh. I turned and I saw it and i immediately put it to the side.
D..Don't look
Yeonjun:Huh interesting
This is embarrassing I..I really like you I..I mean you are really cool and handsome n..no I..I mean you are c..cool and I...I have a crush on you... I..I mean oh no I..I'm embarrassing myself I...I'm just going to go
Yeonjun;Huh no don't-
I hung up and I immediately put my head down. No why did I hang up. I just panicked. I wanted to try to get him to like me but this definitely blew it now. Oh no this is going to be on YouTube too. Now everyone will see me embarrass myself this is terrible. If he already didn't like me he definitely won't now. I should just never show my face again ever. I put everything back and after an hour I saw the video posted on YouTube and I looked and saw me being the last one and I immediately closed out of it. Now everyone will see me embarrass myself. I am going to have to change my name and start a new life. This is so embarrassing. Why do I always have to make a fool of myself all the time. Ugh why am I like this. I am going to avoid their channel forever now I can't go back I'll just see myself on the screen embarrassing myself. I laid on the bed and decided to put something on to make myself feel better and I fell asleep.

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