Part 7

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Soobin Pov
We've been living together for a couple months now and it's great. Being an idol is different than I thought you don't have to do stuff everyday really like I thought you did. They have to do certain stuff sometimes but after being there for a while you pick what you want to do. He takes different days off every week when he wants to and he always takes me on dates. I know he's been waiting for me for us to well do it. I..I do want to but I'm a little nervous. I don't want him to ignore me or act cold after and I'm also nervous because of how it will feel. I think today I should tell him that I want to. But I'm also really nervous too. I don't think I could tell him face to face I'd probably run away. Maybe telling him face to face would be better I don't know.
Yeonjun: Strawberry did you sleep well
Huh yeah I did
Yeonjun:What were you thinking about hmm
It's um nothing it's embarrassing
Yeonjun:I bet it isn't you don't have to tell me
I..I'll tell you later
Yeonjun:Ok and no matter what it is you know you can trust me right
I know
Yeonjun:Good I would never judge you or anything
I know you wouldn't
Yeonjun:Now let's freshen up and make some breakfast
Ok I'd like that. After a while we freshened up and I put on his shirt.

Yeonjun:WowI turned and he was staring at me

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Yeonjun:Wow
I turned and he was staring at me.

Yeonjun;So beautiful Thank you

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Yeonjun;So beautiful
Thank you. I blushed a little and he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me.
Yeonjun:Of course you always do you look sexy too
He winked and I blushed and giggled.
Thank you
Yeonjun:Of course you always do
We went downstairs to the kitchen and he made some breakfast for us and he fed me.
Yeonjun:Do you like it
Of course I do
Yeonjun:Good
We finished eating and cleaned up and he took me to our room and pulled me on his lap on the bed.
Yeonjun:So what did you want to tell me hmm
I..I um. I looked down and he rubbed my back.
Yeonjun; Baby boy you don't have to tell me
I want it's just I'm nervous
Yeonjun:It's ok, breathe and tell me
W..Well it's just um I-
Yeonjun:You don't have to tell me
I do. I pouted a little and he kissed my head.
Yeonjun:Can you tell me what you are nervous about
It's just that you'd ignore me or be cold I know you won't but it's stupid
Yeonjun: Whatever it is I could never treat you like that ever can you tell me please
Ok well you know how you've been um waiting for me y..you know
Yeonjun:Oh what about it hmm
W..Well um I um I..I w.. want to
Yeonjun:Oh really love
I'm just nervous
Yeonjun:That I'd ignore you
Yeah and I don't know I..I never um done it before
Yeonjun:It's ok baby boy I would never ignore you or act cold to you or anything like that
I know it's stupid
Yeonjun; It's not stupid at all it's not a easy thing to do angel and you really have to trust someone
I know
Yeonjun:And your ex probably didn't help with that either I would never ignore you or act mean or anything like that to you i love you
I love you too
Yeonjun:Is that what you were thinking about earlier
I was thinking about how I wanted to tell you I was thinking about telling you when you weren't here because I thought I would be to nervous and run away
Yeonjun:Cute well I'm happy you told me i would never treat you like that
I know and I..I'm also nervous because um i..I don't really know how it um f..feels really so um it's stupid
I looked down and he kissed my head.
Yeonjun:No it's not strawberry you know actually when I lost mine I pretended to know what I was doing but I was nervous as hell too
Really
Yeonjun;Yeah I almost passed out honestly
He chuckled and he kissed my head.
Yeonjun: So it's ok to be nervous ok
Ok
Yeonjun:And we really don't have to ok I don't want you to feel that just because I want to means that I can't wait or whatever and that you have to
No I do I'm just nervous
Yeonjun:It's ok I understand I would never do anything to hurt you
I know you wouldn't
Yeonjun: Just tell me when you want to ok and ill make sure you are ok
Well about that um actually um I..I wanted to tell you today s..so we c.. could. I looked down blushing and he chuckled and stroked my cheek.
Yeonjun: Really
Y..Yeah. He chuckled and he kissed me deep and I wrapped my arms around his neck and got deeper and he gently took some of our clothes off and he gently laid me down.
Yeonjun:I'll take care of you I promise
I know you will. He kissed me and gently down my body a little and i moaned and squirmed.
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