Smiles' mental hospital

Guilty Conciseness

     **I dont remember what her name was. Nor her face, all i rember, is being told, "you look just like your mother!,".**

    "おかあさん！"                                         ( trans-;   Mommy!

**I peer out the window, my small finger points to outside. Small, crystal snowflakes, each their own special, their own unique, but one same objective. Fall to the ground, melt, evaporate, form clouds, and it continues. Its similar to humans. I watched as each snowflake hit the ground, my face practically smushed up against the cold, foggy, glass. Snow piling up everywhere. It brought a smile to my face, i loved snow, I loved winter all together. I giggled as Mother walked towards me.

"わあ、雪がきれいでしょう？キヨ？"            (( trans-; 'Wow, isnt the snow beautiful? Kiyo?"

My mother says, kneeling beside me. Her long black hair dangled beside me, 

"うん。"            (((  trans-;  'yea'

**She smiles at me, I turn to her, I was just about to see her face before I smell something abnormal...The snow turns into crimson red. I start to hyperventilate, i stumble back. I start to sweat profusely, I wipe the sweat, only to see my blood covered hands, I'm covered in blood. Red. Is everywhere.

"S-stop... STOP IT!"   

*My mother is gone, my throat starts to feel a thousand needles poking it as I choke back my tears. My lip quivers, I drop to my knees. A faint cry,....everywhere. I cant tell where its coming from. A child.... A baby to be exact. I....know that cry. My hyper ventilating becomes worse, I feel adrenaline pump through me, the cries only keep getting louder, tears roll down my cheeks. My nose gets overloaded with the smell of blood. I pressed my eyes shut, grabbing a fist full of my black hair. Anything to make it stop. Make it stop--...Make it--. The crying stops, and I slowely open my eyes, that was a mistake. I let out a blood curdling scream. I stare at the bloody pieces of what seems to be a baby, or it was. Why is this happening?...I stand up. Its completely silent, as if I was in space. I hold my ears, a small piercing buzzing sound attacks them.

"どうして？なぜこんなことをしたんだ、兄弟？"    

(( trans; Why? Why did you do this to me? Brother

   A little girl appears in front of me, she has pitch black hair, and black hair, just like me. Her voice sounds like shes right up against my ears. My eyes widen, my mouth agape. I stop breathing as the realization hits me. My hand lifts slowely, it acts like its own person. I cant move, I feel helpless, an empty puppet. I can only sit back and watch like a fool as I'm controlled. My palm opens, and she screams bloody murder. I watch as I rip her from the inside out, tears continue to roll down my cheeks, my face blank, blood splatters on me.........

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    I wake up in a cold sweat, my heart is nearly sunken to my stomach. I was trembling,  my breathing was hitched and uneven. I sat up and crossed my arms, more like hugging myself. It was a habit I did, it was comforting, to me atleast. I keep having nightmares....I knew I shouldn't have slept tonight. I look over to the clock, '3;06'....it was midnight. I liked the night sometimes, it was silent....no screams, banging, or cryi--. I hear small sniffles. Scratch that I guess... It was coming from Gabriel. I was feeling empathy right now... From what I had woken up from. I put a hand on his shoulder, lightly shaking him in a attempt to wake him up from his night mare.

"Gabriel?.."

    He woke up and slapped my hand off, his greenish-bluish eyes stare daggers at me. I stare at them, his eyes were pretty. It was a mix of gray, green, and a little blue.

"What the hell do you want!?" 

    He says, in a cold tone.I frown, and cross my arms, my brows furrow,

"I was just trying to help...you were having a nightmare," 

   I say, genuinly, fine. You dont deserve my kindness,

"Yea sure,.. asshole...."

    He mumbled the last part, i still heard him, not believing me. He turned over, returning to sleep. Excuse me for breaking the fourth wall, but if you have read my old chapters, your probably confused on why me and Gabriel arent friends. Well..you know the expression, "First impressions are everything"? That quite enough wraps everthing up.....