CAPABLE OF LOVE // Tom Kaulitz

CAPABLE OF LOVE

________Alana Lancaster__________

I was super bored these weeks, it has been almost a month since Tom rescued me, my bruises were healing but i still couldn't get myself to look in the mirror.

I was laying in bed all day and Tom has stopped checking on me every minute but from time to time he did and these days he looked tired, stressed and worried.

Also another thing is that we are leaving for Italy in about 3 days and i haven't packed anything. I got up and pulled a suitcase that i brought with me the first day here, I open it and grabbed a bunch of clothes from my closet and shoved them inside.

I grabbed and fresh toothbrush and but it in a little bag with other stuff like makeup, some skincare, body wash and shampoo and other.

Then i grabbed some heels and some shoes and also put them in there.

I went to my door and opened it. Tom was either in his bedroom or in his office, his bedroom door was slightly open, I peeked inside and just then Tom got out of the bathroom with only a towel wrapped around his torso.

I quickly walked off trying not to make a noise, i went in the living room and looked around to find something to do. First i watched TV but i was still bored, i played with the cat and the dog but at some point we all got tired and they went to lay down.

I started walking around the living room and saw some pictures i never noticed before, there was a picture with two little babys and a woman, probably their mom, and there was another one, it showed four boys.

One with black hair, he looked like Bill, one with dreads that looked familiar, one with short blonde hair and another blonde guy with shoulder length hair, they looked like Gustav and Georg.

They were all smiling widely. I smiled at the picture, they all looked happy. I have seen a lot of pictures around the house but this is probably my favourite.

I walked to the garden to see how the flowers were, they looked beautiful. I have been watering them everyday. I grabbed a cup with water and poured it on them, i washed the cup and put it back.

I walked upstairs and it was silent again. Toms door was fully open this time but he wasn't in there. I slowly walked inside. I just wanted to find my phone. The room was clean so it would me easy, i checked the drawers that were beside his closet and then i checked the drawers beside his bed.

The first one didn't have anything, the second tho had my phone, i grabbed it and a letter caught my attention, i grabbed it and started reading it.

My sweet little boys, I am so sorry that i had to leave so suddenly but I couldn't take it anymore, please don't think that all of this is your fault because it isn't. I will never forget you and I hope you never forget me either. I love you both so much. Bill you are very talented and kind, i am sure that you will achieve your dreams and Tom, you are a tough boy, tougher than you think, you will achieve a lot of things in your life. I wish i could be there for the rest of your lives, i wish i could be there on your graduation, on your wedding, on your happy moments. But i can't, I will always be watching over you and protect you with all the power i have. Please never be like your cruel dad.

I love you my little boys
From: mommy

I stopped reading, this was from their mother, she left them. "What do you think you are doing?" I quickly turned around and i was face first with Tom.

He looked at my eyes and then at what i was holding. His eyes widened and he snatched both the letter and my phone from my hands.

I slowly walked backwards till i bumped into the wall. "Why did you come in here" he said and put everything back, he started walking over to me.

I was terrified, "I- I was just" i stuttered "You will never, ever come in this room or my office again do you understand" he raised his voice, his face was inches away from mine.

"Do you fucking understand Alana" he yelled and i nodded, he never
looked at me like that, or yelled at me. He grabbed my arm and pulled me to my room.

He threw me on the bed and closed the door loudly. What the fuck just happened?

___________Tom Kaulitz___________

I am tired, i have been working day and night to get everything in place. And now that this  happened with Alana she has already lost that little trust.

The sky was filled with stars tonight. Alana hasn't come out her room and I am worried, I understand that she doesn't want to see me, in her place i would do the same. But i needed to check on her.

I left my office and walked to her room, i knocked twice but no answer so I just opened the door. She was sleeping. I walked to her bed and slowly layed down beside her. Her back was facing me, i pulled some of her hair away from her face and she turned around and put her arms around me.

I was surprised at first but then i put my hand on the back of her head and my other arm around her. I pulled her close to me and kissed her head, "I am sorry Precious" i whispered and she pushed her head deeper on my chest.

I closed my eyes and slept.

_________Alana Lancaster_________

I woke up with my arms around Tom, he came to my room last night and layed beside me, he also said that he was sorry.

I mean if someone was snooping inside my room and found personal stuff i would also be mad.

I didn't want to wake him up, i placed my hand on his head and played with his hair. He slowly opened his eyes and i stopped touching his hair "sorry" i whispered "it is okay, continue" he said, he closed his eyes and pulled me even closer where both of our bodies where touching.

I put my hand on his head once again and played with his hair.
We layed there for at least 30 minutes until someone called Tom.
"Tom your phone is ringing" i whispered and since he didn't do anything, he ignored it and then it started ringing again.

He groaned and reached for it. "What" he said, i heard a muffled
voice. "No" Tom replied to the person, "i am gonna go in 2 days" he said, they were probably talking about Italy. "okay bye" he said and hanged up.

Tom put his phone down and layed beside me once again "Tom it is 10 am don't you think it is time to get up?" I asked and he moved his head from side to side.

"Come on" i said and he moved his arm so that i could get up. He also got up and we both went downstairs. "Precious, i have to go to a meeting today, do you mind being alone for some time? If you need anything i will be one call away" he said "It is alright" i said "Also i will give you your phone back" he said as he made coffee "really!" my eyes lightened up "Yes, if you don't snoop around my room" he said and i nodded.

At least i will get my phone back . I will search more about that hawk gang, my mind has been on it for a few days

Third chapter today!!! I am making as many as i can in my drafts so i can have like 3 chapters for every day.

Bye byee i love y'all have a beautiful day ❤️ ❤️