HERE I STAND
WAITING FOR THE ORB TO GO HOME
AS THE COLD WIND BLOWS
WHERE IS IT?
WHERE THE FUCK IS IT?
I JUST WANT TO GO HOME TO SEE MY STEP-PARENTS AND STEP-SIBLINGS AFTER I'VE DONE EVERYTHING AND KILLED THOSE CREATURES DURING IMPERMANENCE
THE HORRENDOUS CTF STILL IS IN MY HEAD AND STILL HAUNTS ME
THAT HORRENDOUS CTF IS THE ONE WHO GAVE ME SHELL-SHOCK AND THE GREAT IMPERMANENCE
I ALWAYS STARE INTO SPACE
LIKE A THOUSAND YARD STARE STILL REMEMBERING EVERYTHING FROM IMPERMANENCE
THE SCREAMS OF THE CREATURES
THE WAR
THE SCARS THAT LEAVE ME SCARRED AND RESTLESS AS I WANDER ABOUT
LIKE A LOST SOUL
THE HORRENDOUS CTF THAT I WISH I NEVER SAW
BUT YET I CURL INTO A BALL
WANTING TO GO HOME
BEGGING TO GO HOME
BEGGING TO BE FREE FROM THIS DAMN HELL AND THESE BROKEN REALITIES OF DRDRAGONTIM'S GAMES THAT I CAUSED FROM IMPERMANENCE
BUT YET I CRY BLACK TEARS AS I SIT AND LEAN AS I CURL INTO A BALL WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO CALL MY NAME ONCE I'M FREE
I WANNA GO HOME
I
WANT
TO
GO
HOME
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IMPERMANENCE: The Poems
PoetryThe poems of how Joel Edinburgh Jackswell or the infamous Trick or treater felt during the great Impermanence and after witnessing so much after the great Impermanence... To the fall of dragonsnow's/DrDragonTim's games and CTF games... To his own pe...
