This place makes me think about the mistakes
I've made in the past, and I've made a lot.'
-Hatake Kakashi
'Am I a demon? Am I worthy of living after betraying my friend?' Young Kakashi could not help but ponder how he broke his dead friend's trust. He had people in his life, his father, Obito, Rin, and Minato sensei, and now he has no one again.
The memory of seeing his father lying dead in the house, the memory of the boulder crushing Obito, the memory of his lighting blade striking Rin. These memories were itched into Kakashi's mind, entering his dreams, not leaving his mind.
Life had scarred him, and it had taken him years to adjust to using his lighting blade without Rin's sacrifice plaguing him.
But despite all that, nightmares plagued him, his empty house plagued him, and he felt the world was his enemy, but he did not dare to fight it.
So, his eyes remained soulless; he stuck to his little principles, hoping things would fall into place (knowing they would not).
What could a dead soul do but repent, cry and live in agony? Hatake Kakashi, a dead soul, had been surrounded with morbid grief since he opened his tiny eyes when he first entered this world, and he would stay in grief, no matter the amount and kind of people that entered his life (because that was and will remain Hatake Kakashi).
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living in death
Фанфикshe didn't understand the world, yet she could understand him, his situation, his words, but never his love for his nation. he didn't understand her, yet he continued to help her, talk to her, keep her from going insane. but that was all it was, tha...
