Inamorato

Chapter 1

Love is scary, actually what is love?, I mean i've never actually been in love, or seen it. My parents were constantly on bad drugs, I grew up In a bad environment, I hate to admit that but it is harshly true. And my parents said they hated me. I ran away once, They didn't care, didn't even budge to call 911, Just left me be. Its not like I wanted them to anyways. I went back home which was a big mistake.

My father threw a glass plate on my leg when I got back from running away , and to this day, I still have the scar,

My father was abusive to my mother. I hated to see her get abused. She didn't hate to see me get abused though.

I couldn't stop it.

I'm afraid, of my father. Like who's afraid of their father?, me. 

He never meant to hit me, well that's a lie. The first time he hit me was when I was 8. He slapped me across the face, My mother wouldn't do anything, really. She just watched, like she enjoyed it. My parents were broke, we had lived on the streets for a while. 

I hated my life. I didn't go to school, but somehow I'm a straight A student. 

My mother died of a really bad illness, Sadly. And my father has 20 or more years in prison for murdering a guy for drugs, Thankfully.

And I'm in highschool living with my aunt. Sad right?, well at least she cares for me, unlike my parents, shes a good person. Loves me, cares for me, gives me food, and puts a roof over my head. That's enough of my traumatizing childhood.

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Life's good now. way better, I met a girl she's breathtaking, honestly. We're dating now. I'm lucky to be dating such a beautiful girl. She's amazingly nice and hilarious. Her name is Lee Saein.

We met in 11th grade, we were assigned a partner project together. I thought she was cool, she said I have cute cheeks. I usually get that sometimes. We talked, alot. I finally got the courage to ask her out, which is surprising because I'm such a shy person. She said yes of course, thankfully.

There is one thing about her that's hard for me, she has anger issues. 

Not just anger issues, Anger Issues. There bad, I'm triggered from abuse, and well, she's the abusive type when shes mad, I try to be as nice as I can. 

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Today I was late to chemistry, which is rare for me. I was walking Saein to her class, she got mad at me for talking to the girl I was tutoring, God she stresses me out sometimes. I hate to say this but she's.. spoiled?. Yeah I just called my girlfriend spoiled, It's true. Her parent's are nasty rich.

She has two brothers, Lee Felix and Lee Minho, I've met Felix, he's kind, and super sweet. I've never met Minho. I heard he's always out of the house. Saein had told me that he's a troublemaker. 

She tells me tons of shit about her brothers, Felix is the nice one, he's in all kinds of sports, and has good grades, well. Minho is the opposite, she told me he can be rude sometimes, mostly he's nice to her and his brother. 

Saein says that her parent's give her everything she wants. She gives me gift's all the time, I don't ask her too, shes just like that. 

Jisung and Saein are at Saeins house watching a show, cuddling in the living room. "Jisungiee" Saein says trying to be cute, "hmm??" Jisung blathers. "I'm hungry, I'll go make us some food, ok?, stay here it's a surprise" Saein had said. "okay, be quick I want to cuddle" Jisung says.