imani marie rose alverez
once i get home i wipe off my mascara and call lorelei.
3 rings later she answers as i was going to hang up. "hey imani" she says sounding very excited.
"hii, you're room looks how i imagined." i say. she's very pretty. she's so spiritual lookin. she wears waist beads and she has an evil eye necklace. she also wears rings. she's also tall and that is so pretty.
"don't be imagining my room." she says. she's mean but we're gonna get that right. of course she's not serious but she ain't gonna act like that around these parts.
"lorelei my dear, watch how you talk to me." i say in a sarcastic tone.
"you're right that's my bad, you told me about this already."
"mhm and you didn't listen."
"you said you was gonna text me but instead you called, not just called but FACETIMED." she said.
i mean damn, i should have just texted. my bad.
"sorry" i said grabbing my phone off of my dresser.
"it coo-" she began talking but i hung up. i didn't mean to hang up while she was talking.
she called me back and i answered like immediately.
"i'm sorry i didn't mean to hang up while you was talking to me."
"don't be hanging up on me no way. why did you hang up?" she says.
"i was just gonna text you." i replied.
she began laughing but im serious, i was really just gonna text her.
"why are you laughing?" i questioned.
"i was just joking, its ok that you facetimed me imani." she said.
she sat her phone up on her tv stand, stretched and grabbed her game controller.
"heck nah, i'm gonna talk to you later." i say cause who's finna sit on this phone as she yells at this screen?
"why"
"because i don't want to listen to you yell at the game."
"i'm not mama im just turning something on."
MAMA!?
"ok and then we're going to talk." i say as i sit crisscross applesauce on the floor of my bedroom. i can't get on my bed with my outside clothes.
once she gets in bed we start talking about random things. she really likes to talk and that's perfect because i like to listen. she also remembers like everything and she's very straightforward.
"what's your sexuality?" she ask.
i hate this question so bad. im really confused on my sexuality. i think im straight and i even have a boyfriend of 3 years but im also overly attracted to females and ive had feelings for a female as well but ive only ever dated guys. im very confused and this girl is making me confuseder.
"oh my gee, i don't know." i say.
"what does that mean? you're bi-curious?" she says confused.
"no i don't think so, i don't know if i like men and i don't know if i like women."
"you have a boyfriend."
"i don't know if i like him."
"oh shit, oh wow. why are you still with that lil fucker anyway?" she says. i told her about him, he calls me out of my name quite often and he's mean to me.
