Why'd You Only Call Me When You're High? | Seungin

Why'd You Only Call Me When You're High?

Seungmin has been thinking a lot about Jeongin lately, and he doesn't even know if that's good or bad for him.

He had met Jeongin in the last year of highschool and now they were in the same college, hanging out often and eating together as part of their daily life. And it still is, but there have been a few changes.

Seungmin isn't really interested in going out with a lot of people or things like that. He prefers to spend his weekends studying and playing video games in his room. Jeongin is the complete opposite.

He would go to quite a lot of parties and most of the time end up too drunk to think properly. Of course, Seungmin was okay with all of this, why would it bother him? Even the top student of the class goes to parties and drinks sometimes, he doesn't mind. And it'd be okay for him if it was just that.

If it was only taking care of Jeongin the day after it because of how his head hurted. If it was only the cuddling on his bed while watching their favorite movies. Seungmin loved that, and it made him ask himself a few things when he started to stare for too long at him or when his heart fluttered slightly faster around him.

But maybe a few months ago a drunk Jeongin ended up on the door of his friend's room.

And maybe Seungmin let everything be by opening the door and pulling him in for a kiss that led to his bed. It was Jeongin after all, he could never say no.

Neither of them talked about that the day after, Seungmin woke up alone and Jeongin acted like nothing happened. He tried to do the same, which was really hard when the tension was becoming so embarrassingly obvious between them. But he still tried, not expecting at all a second or a third time. He didn't try to stop it anyways because even if he wouldn't admit it, he had touched himself thinking of his 'best friend' a few times since everything started.

Seungmin feels a little nervous, but still tries to focus on the book in front of him. It's impossible to do so on a Friday night where he knew Jeongin would probably be out. He convinces himself of not letting anything happen while his friend is drunk. He needs to talk with Jeongin about this, why is it just when he is high? Was Seungmin the only one who didn't need to be to feel so desperate about him?

The sound coming from his phone makes him forget about everything else. Seungmin turns to take his phone at the side of the desk, Jeongin is calling him.

"Innie? Everything okay?" he leans back on his chair.

"Hyung." He could confirm Jeongin was out by the loud music in the background "Are you doing something?"

Seungmin stays silent for a moment. He is supposed to not let it happen again, right?

"Just studying a bit, do you need something?"

"Well...You." Hearing Jeongin say things like that always makes him feel that familiar hot feeling on his lower stomach. "Can I go to your room?"

"You're drunk, it's better if you rest."

"Why are you suddenly caring about that? Just let me go to your room so I can fuck you as good as always." Seungmin sighs, feeling shame at how affected he is by only his words.

"Stop it there Jeongin, we'll talk about this tomorrow when you're sober."

"Why do you want me to stop? Am I turning you on by any chance?" He hears a little chuckle.

It was becoming so hard for Seungmin to not give in. Jeongin has too much power over him, making him feel hot so easily. He tries to remove the thoughts off his mind.

"I'm gonna hang up, see you tomorrow."

He ends the call and leaves his phone on the desk again. One more word from him and Seungmin would have his door open for Jeongin this night. He really needs to talk with him as soon as possible. Once again, his eyes are on the book, trying to focus and failing completely.