love With My Mama

my own story

So the stars from my tample (and yes I am from Mumbai and his form maduri& my age is 19 his 24 ) it's was tiruvila time first when I meet him I thought his was a poruki because he was looking continuously and after that I come to know he's my Attye paiyen and I was little shock because my amma told me that he the best boy in the world after my appa i don't know why but when ever my appa used to tell about my Attye paiyen it's only his name and after hearing a lot good thing about him i had a little crush on him without seeing his face and after when I come to know he is the one I can't believe first and after that i strated to look after his nature/behaviour it's was perfect as my amma told me the way he helped oru garden parents and my dad my crush on him started growing a little bit and I was little confused because when ever I look at him he used to look like If I am a gost or something that thing was hitting me to talk to him but at the evening when our family was talking he called me back side of the house i didn't get it first after that he told his little sister (cousin) and to call me and I gone to the place and he first he didn't said anything thing just looking at me and I was little nervous too so I was going to leave he hold my hand and said (it's tamil)
"Nillu kojom pesanu"
I was like ok he was holding my hand so softly that I was just looking at he's hans and that time he said "ayo sorry na un ah Stop pahan dha pudicen sorry" I was literally in shock how can a man be like sorry just for Stopping me ayoo my heart was like it will come out and the butterfly man I feel all this for the first time 🫠😮‍💨 and he said " enku tarium unku oru maduri uncomfortable ah iruduchu nu morning la irudu sorry un ah uncomfortable ah ahkunaduku na first time oru ponnu ah cute ahh - illa illa I-I-I mean ne help panitu irudha cooking la aprom amma kuda farm la work panitu I didn't get that ne en ahdu la panah nu because you are a city girl "-- I cut off him because not everyone on the city is modle some don't like that all and the way he was holding his hand together because of his fear that was cute i just like that cuteness and explain him that I am not that city girl and told him t continue "sorry ahduku dha na un ah patutu iruden sorry unku uncomfortable ahh iruduchu na and ipo namba friends right? So can I ask you a question unku bf iruka" i was like what are you trying too man i know that i am not that beautiful person but why did he asked me and i said him that I am not into this love and all because I never loved someone before so I will no till my marriage and that time oru amma call us and we go to them just to get a shock (only me was in shock) the mothers told me that I am going to get married after 2 years and with him and they thought off the engagement too and that was after 3 day like are you serious man I was just in second year in college man but something was making me little happy though maybe I will be with my Attye in future maybe and that was what he tried to say if I am ok with marriage or i have bf or crush on someone of course I do have crush on him but how can I tell him right! SO I just told that i am single for birth and have no crush BTW we talk about it all at night 11:30 at back side of the house 😁 yeah and that time he said something that make me go crazy that was he already know me from year I mean we know that the name person exists but don't know the face of them like that but he knows me from a year he said that make like how I mean I never get to see him but did he get and that time he told me that the family is talking about our marriage for a year and that time he saw me pic on his amma's phone and he took it in his phone to and he said that he don't know why but he just wanted to take it and started to have crush on me , that's why he was looking me like a ghost 😂 he saw me in real for the first (we have meet in oru very small age) and he was completely shocked 😳
and he said that (i will just write it like a dialogue)
Him:"Enku tarium idu unku new du but I want to tell that I started to loveing you na idha Stop phanamagen en last breath irukura varaikum ok va
Me : enna !? puriyailla i mean
Him:ok just kalu ok va don't reply or anything ok va first of all enku oru ex irudh idu important Ila ahna unku idha sollahnu du tonuchu ok Naga just oru 4 month love phanom no illa love nu sollah mudiyadu but tariya enku oru crush iruduchu ahvaga mala apo ahvaga propose panahga na nu ok nu sollite but ahvaga just my money and body ku dha ahsaptaga ahdu ku aprom enkuda break up in just 4 months en na I just tariyailla en nu but enku ahvaga pakata ponahla oru uncomfortable ah i mean ahvaga la toda kuda manasu illa just na distance maintain panah ahda ku break up and tarium love irudua lust kovom possessive aprom nariya feel irukum iduellam tha love but ahvaga ta i just feel 1 week happy ah iruden but the next week ahvaga kojom close ahga try panaga but i did't feel the same ahda apo dha idu love illa just attraction dha nu purijuchu and idu la en sollirenah i love you and I will always
Me : but ungalaku yapdi tarium idu love dha nu nega enah ipo dha real ah pakriga aprom yapdi love
Him: ahdu va ipo sonne la indha possesive aprom lust happyness ahdu la unta vaduchu ahvaga ta just happy dha ahdu um just for a week and most important thing na ahvaga enta close ahna oru uncomfortable ah irukum but unta vidu unku future la tarium na un ah unmaya love panuren nu
Me: illa i mean I believe you but enku time venum la I mean namba first friend ah irukalam aprom future patakalam ok va na nu yaar um love panahdhu illa ahda
I need some time
Him : yes of course un time ah ne yadutuko and enku tarium en mala kojom unku crush iruku nu (being in shy mode he was looking dam cute)
Me: enna du yapdi
Him : un sister dha sonnah( btw my sister know everything about me)
Me:hehe ok na pogava
Him: oru hug kuda illa ya
I just hugged him for side and run away 😁 and after I came to Mumbai and he same to visit after 1 years and just for 5 hours and today was my first anniversary 😁❤️ and it's been 1 years now and next year is my marriage 🫣
Ok so this was my real story and it's going good and one thing this distance may create problems and fight but it will make the relationship strong and sometimes it hurts too
I love you da purusa and always will
And you all too
This is the end of this book ❤️