Hi .
Im pansexual
And I (kinda????? Idk) like my friend
Now my feelings for her are very very confusing for myself so imma rant here.
So we met in 2022 in school and I've had a crush on her since June 2022. Yes that is 2 years
But it's not exactly two years ig cause I'm sometimes like " eh, nah, she's pretty but no" to "omg kiss me with you lips" and the thing is I KNOW she doesn't like me back cause I told her not once but TWICE that I like her and she doesn't reciprocate so I have no chance 🙃
She's exactly like me. We have a joke that she's my clone since he have so much stuff similar. She likes and knows everything I know. She's pan (romantic) like me AND was bi(romantic) like me before.
Whenever she touches me in the slightest I'm so fucking flustered and I try to compliment her sometimes but it ain't working. I told her today her jawline was awesome and that she was hot.
But I can't talk freely with her.
I feel like if I say something weird it's gonan be... Well... weird. But my other friends say weird stuff so why can't I??? I just feel it's gonna damage our relationship (ok now I sound weird um-)
I have like 50+photos of her I have so fucking much oml .
But -like- she's not the prettiest either. But I still used to like /like her???? WHY DO I LIKE HER OMFG.
And sometimes I think she's annoying because we'll she's annoying to me at that time and other times I want her so BAD-
This is an old photo of her
Um I ranted too much bye