It's been a whole month since the Cullens left and I'm not going to lie its been hard. But you learn to roll with it. I guess that's the secret you do live your life but don't forget them.
Bella has been having nightmares my guess it's about Edward. I can't ask her this because she's literally a zombie she doesn't talk nor eat anymore. She's lost a lot of weight and I'm worried about her.
I was like that too for the first week I lost fifteen pounds and it scared me that I was going down that path again so I decided that I am going to pretend that Emmett never existed but that would be to cruel so I pretend he was just my best friends older brother I shut out all of the good about him.
It's working but my mind still drifts to are first date and when I use to just go over there and hangout with him. Then my memories with Rose hits me and it makes it ten times worse. Bella has taken up to emailing Alice I think that's a bit desperate but I'm not aloud to vocally say that.
Bella and me aren't close anymore we don't talk about anything we just look at each other almost understanding what the other is going through but not wanting to talk about it. So yeah if you were to ask me if it's been hard, it has.
Week Time Jump
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Graces Outfit
My mental health is getting worse and I'm scared I'm acting like Bella which is not what I wanted but it feels like I'm dying. I decided I'm going to go for a drive and I get my keys and I go. I went all the way to Seattle going way over the speed limit and just beign out of forks helped.
I don't have that suffocating feeling in my chest and it's helping a lot I can tell I'm smiling. I get to a restaurant a called ten minutes ago and made a to go order and I see someone that looks a awful lot like Rose and she's with some guy but I ignored it.
I thank the hostest I pay and I go out to my bronco I'm supposed to meet Maddie here she's my cousin she's moving to New York in a couple of days and she needed help packing up her apartment and it's an excuse to leave forks so I jumped on it.
Maddie pulls up and she runs out of her car and jumps to hug me I hug her back Maddie knows about cold ones no I didn't tell her she's from my birth mothers side and they are all witches like warlocks, Salem you get gist.
"Alright you okay?" She asks me I just nod and she says "We are going to do something at my apartment tonight." And I ask "What?" She smiles at me and says "We are going to tap into you powers. Give you something else to focus on to forget the cold one." I nod she gets in her car and I get in my Bronco and I follow her.
Roses POV I see Grace with a very popular witch her in Seattle her names is Madison Jolene she visited us when we came here I had no idea that Gracie knew her. I'm pretty sure she saw me with Elijah my mate. Yes I found my mate his names Elijah and he is incredibly sweet and insanely funny oh and plus he's hot.
We get back to the house and we decided we weren't going to tell anybody about seeing Gracie then Elijah gets pulled into a vision. That's his gift but it's not like Alice's he is seeing them in the present not the future
Elijah's POV (The Vision) Grace is on the floor with Madison across from her there holding hands with a spell book in between them. "Why are my hands glowing!?" Grace asks Maddie as Maddie says "Your a siphon not many left alive. There king Aro killed most of them."
Why? Grace asks her and Madison tells her "You can kill him. You just need to find your anchor." And Grace asks "My anchor?" Madison smiles and says "Yes! They are the only person you can siphon from and you can't hurt them." And Grace looks at her and says "Who is my anchor?"
Your special you have two! Me and will Emmett. Madison says to Grace and Grace says "Yep I was hoping you would not say that." Madison smiles and says "It won't be like this for long I promise." Grace just nods and says "Let's just practice." Madison gives her feathers and Grace siphons from her and like that feathers are flying around them and Grace is smiling ear to ear.
I get pulled out of the vision everyone is looking at me concerned I look at Emmett see I'm able to project my visions to others and I project it Emmett and he looks like he in a daze as he watches what I just watched he gets pulled out of it and he goes upstairs.
Graces POV After finding out who I am I ended up meeting my bio mom. I'm shocked to she says the reason it said I was related to Jake was because of his cousin Quil's dad is mine and Madison's dad. Yeah also found out I'm twins to Maddie.
"Why did you give me up?" I ask her and she says "Truth is I didn't. Quil took you I didn't know he had a whole other family so I just assumed he didn't want to be with me and we would take one twin each." I laugh and I say "Like the parent trap."
She laughs and says "Yes but instead he put you up for adoption saying he found you on his door step and him and his wife couldn't take care of you. Charlie and Renea adopted you." I nod I decide I'm leaving Maddie gives me a bag and says "There's a spell book in there and food." I nod and I leave.
After getting home to a not that says that dads on a fishing trip and Bella's gone to Port Angels with Jessica. I put my food in the microwave and I eat it it's really good. I get upstairs changing into my pyjamas and practicing some spells.
