the churning-ing

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double back over shoulder
single sash strap dress
leaving stains on the session
thought I was normal
until she said I was refreshing
the way I don't complain
or use the safe word
I burrow myself in the clouds
shout so loud that I forgot what to say
tired of being focused
no amount of therapy can help me
getting comfortable out of my skin
just get me the next thing on my wishlist
thought I could get by just by imitating
baby can you even crush me right
google ai prompts can fend you off
if you pull the mask from my face
you'll see nothing but worms
take the makeup layer by layer
got my stomach churning

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