"thinh i like him too.." She spoke gently and quietly
but my heart pound so loud I swear i could hear it out loud, after seconds of staring at her in disbelieve I eventually replied, dryly "Oh," I Paused "cool!" What, Why, Who and where were the only questions running through my oddly loud mind "I hope it's fine with you?" her voice pulled me out of my thoughts. I'm not sure if she astually felt bad because that's the look she had on her face. She was my best friend i'm not gone let a dude ruin our friendship no matter who. "of comes it is, dont worry," I lied. "Thank you so much!" get lost. "I love you!" Fuck off "I love you too." I hated myself for my thoughts. What the fuck is wrong with me how could i think of addi of all people that way. She's who i always put first in every situation, even when she fought with our other friends i always had her back but how low have i gone to hate her for a fucking guy. I hated worrying so i just walked off to my other friends who gathered in a circle "hey!", said but the corner of my eye caught a boy and maybe even the boy i loved but denied it to anyone but myself I didn't know why but he made me happier by just existing i smiled at the air that got to caress his light brown skin but this 'love' was different than any other 'love' he made me a better person. I didn't want to have a haram relationship with him i wanted to be completely halal so allah wouldn't take the happiness I felt with him ever away, I wanted him as my life-long husband as cheesy at it sounds and i don't care about how long id have to wait I Loved Him.
all thoughts of the other guy quickly faded and i didn't realise how long ive been staring at him but i didn't care.
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Yes, yes I'm back
I've had no motivation also I've been going through some stuff so I'm glad I did write this chapter
(even though I wrote it in class 😜)
I'll be uploading hopefully more frequently and I think I'll upload tomorrow (Wednesday) cuz I'll be in a long train ride for my school trip ❤️❤️
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Destiny
Teen Fictionmaya had a crush on this one guy who her best friend also developed a liking too which drove the two apart but that guy also thought of the best friend an unnecessary amount of times..
