Sometimes I am just Tired.
Tired by all this,
Tired by keeping this facade of a girl who is happy, sunshine and bubbly who spreads happiness everywhere.
Tired by keeping everyone happy and being a people pleaser.
I just want to lay on my bed and cry till there are no tears and no energy left in my body.
By mistake the blade I was holding fell from my hands and while trying to hold it, I got a cut on my wrist and blood started oozing out of my hand.
As I watched the blood flowing it relaxed me, I felt good so I took the blade and started making cuts on my hand. I was feeling so good seeing the blood and then started feeling dizzy,
Suddenly everything went black.
And I felt I am relieved by all the pain that I have in my life.Relax guys!
Book padh rahi thi main...( I was reading a book )
I just came back in my room after dinner and thought to read a book. Now I am thinking to clean my Bookshelf because,
Mujhe apni life mein kaam badhane ka shaukh hai !!
But I will not become lazy and will clean my bookshelf without having the thought of laying on my bed and sleep, also Its sunday tomorrow so I will be able to sleep till late. After motivating myself I stood up to do my task.First of all I removed all of the books from the bookshelf and after cleaning it I started to reorganize them. I have total 35 books and after doing everything,
Main to thak gyi re Bhai Sahab.
After completing my mission of cleaning my bookshelf, I did my skincare and as soon as I lay on my bed sleep engulfed me.
........
In the morning,
As usual I was dreaming of me being with my Zade, but then all of a sudden I was drenched with water. I opened my eyes to see Alaya and Ritik standing there with a bucket in their hands and laughing." Behen ke pakode ho kya tum dono " I yelled and cried dramatically.
( Are you guys Dumb )
" Kabse utha rahe hain tujhe, tu uth hi nahi rahi tabse Zade please, please kar rahi " Ritik said making a confused face and listening to this Alaya smirked.
( We are waking you up from a long time, you were not waking up and were rambling Zade please, please )
" Haan Amuu bata na kya please, please kar rahi thi " Alaya said making an innocent face which I for sure know is an act.
( Yes Ammu what were you doing please, please )
" Dushman na kare dost ne voh kaam kiya hai " I sung feeling betrayed.
" Oo dushman ki saheli, bhul gyi kya aaj hum logo ko Orphanage jana hai " said Alaya.
( Oo you Enemy's friend, Did you forget that we have to go to the orphanage today )
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