God how could I be so ignorant? To actually sleep with someone who gives no shits about me?
"IM SO STUPID!" I screamed, sliding my hands on the island and throwing all the four glass vases on the floor.
I noticed a picture was there.
Smashed to pieces
Gently picking it up and sliding down the wall seeing the picture of Nash and I
On my 15th birthday he was giving me a piggy back ride and we both had the biggest smiles because we were in the midst of laughing.
I missed our friendship.
It seemed to be slowly crumbling down, along with every thing else in my life.
I put my head in my knees and tried to calm down but my anger taking over and I was screaming my head off.
I kept telling myself to stop.
It's gonna happen again.
You're gonna have a panic attack and no one can save you.
I needed to calm down.
So taking big breaths. I grabbed my phone.
Quickly dialing Nash's number.
"Please." I said holding my chest
My breathing heavier and tears steaming down my face
"Nash.." I said at this point barely breathing
"Huh? Lake? Speak up." He asked concern filling his voice
"Panic." My vision was blurry
"Can't breathe." I said my eyes drooping
"Lake.. What's going on?" He asked like he had no idea
"Call 911.. Can't breathe." I said dropping the phone my vision going blank. My mind was boggling
It didn't take long for me to be outNash's P.O.V
I was hanging out with Hayes playing FIFA when my phone began to ring.
"Pause it". I said looking at the contact
"Lake." I said before picking it up
"Nash." I heard on the other line like she could barely speak
"Huh? Lake? Speak up." I said because I didn't know what she was mumbling
"Panic." She paused
"Can't breathe."
What was she talking about?
"Lake what's going on?" I asked confused
"Call 911.. Can't breathe." I heard a light crack on the other end and i started yelling for her to answer
I didn't want to but I had too
I hung up
Quickly dialing 911 and giving them her address
"Fuck!" I yelled throwing my phone as I hung up
Hayes looked so confused
"What's wrong with her?" He asked seeming as worried as I was
"She's having a fucking panic attack. Usually I'm there to help her. I wasn't there for her dude. I'm supposed to be." I said throwing my face in my hands.
"She'll be alright. We can fly out tonight and go see her if you want?" He said patting my back
"Seriously you'd go?" I asked seeing as when I asked him to last time he denied.
"Yeah man how could I let my big brother leave and not go with him?" He chuckled
"As long as mom agrees. I'll book tickets." I said walking out of the roomGilinskys P.O.V
I was taking turn after turn soon getting lost
"Wow I'm awesome in these kind of situations." I Mumbled face palming my self
I came out of thought as cops zoomed by me
So I decided to follow
Atleast I won't be AS lost.
I took every twist, turn, loop, and road they took.
And guess where I ended up at?
Lakeyn's.
Fuck.
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Bad Boy (Matthew Espinosa)
FanfictionLakyn Dawn starts her Junior year fresh. New school, new people, and just new surroundings. She loves the California air, until everything starts crumbling down. The delinquent Matthew Espinosa pushes his way into her life. Literally. She doesn't wa...