Shitty Day.

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God how could I be so ignorant? To actually sleep with someone who gives no shits about me?
"IM SO STUPID!" I screamed, sliding my hands on the island and throwing all the four glass vases on the floor.
I noticed a picture was there.
Smashed to pieces
Gently picking it up and sliding down the wall seeing the picture of Nash and I
On my 15th birthday he was giving me a piggy back ride and we both had the biggest smiles because we were in the midst of laughing.
I missed our friendship.
It seemed to be slowly crumbling down, along with every thing else in my life.
I put my head in my knees and tried to calm down but my anger taking over and I was screaming my head off.
I kept telling myself to stop.
It's gonna happen again.
You're gonna have a panic attack and no one can save you.
I needed to calm down.
So taking big breaths. I grabbed my phone.
Quickly dialing Nash's number.
"Please." I said holding my chest
My breathing heavier and tears steaming down my face
"Nash.." I said at this point barely breathing
"Huh? Lake? Speak up." He asked concern filling his voice
"Panic." My vision was blurry
"Can't breathe." I said my eyes drooping
"Lake.. What's going on?" He asked like he had no idea
"Call 911.. Can't breathe." I said dropping the phone my vision going blank. My mind was boggling
It didn't take long for me to be out

Nash's P.O.V

I was hanging out with Hayes playing FIFA when my phone began to ring.
"Pause it". I said looking at the contact
"Lake." I said before picking it up
"Nash." I heard on the other line like she could barely speak
"Huh? Lake? Speak up." I said because I didn't know what she was mumbling
"Panic." She paused
"Can't breathe."
What was she talking about?
"Lake what's going on?" I asked confused
"Call 911.. Can't breathe." I heard a light crack on the other end and i started yelling for her to answer
I didn't want to but I had too
I hung up
Quickly dialing 911 and giving them her address
"Fuck!" I yelled throwing my phone as I hung up
Hayes looked so confused
"What's wrong with her?" He asked seeming as worried as I was
"She's having a fucking panic attack. Usually I'm there to help her. I wasn't there for her dude. I'm supposed to be." I said throwing my face in my hands.
"She'll be alright. We can fly out tonight and go see her if you want?" He said patting my back
"Seriously you'd go?" I asked seeing as when I asked him to last time he denied.
"Yeah man how could I let my big brother leave and not go with him?" He chuckled
"As long as mom agrees. I'll book tickets." I said walking out of the room

Gilinskys P.O.V

I was taking turn after turn soon getting lost
"Wow I'm awesome in these kind of situations." I Mumbled face palming my self
I came out of thought as cops zoomed by me
So I decided to follow
Atleast I won't be AS lost.
I took every twist, turn, loop, and road they took.
And guess where I ended up at?
Lakeyn's.
Fuck.

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