𝒻𝑜𝓇𝒷𝒾𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒

IX

The days passes and i haven't heard about mattheo,just saw him sometimes in the hallways but just that. He doesn't even come to class,maybe just like 2 or 3 times,i really wonder what's wrong with him

<<lav>> pansy tried to get me off my mind <<pss>> she tried again

<<huh,what?>> i look at her

<<snape won't be our potions teacher anymore>>

<<what?>>

<<he'll be in defence against the dark arts and we'll get professor slughorn as new potions teacher>>

<<oh thank god,finally a nice one>>

<<i hope>>

Then while snape was talking which i don't even know about,someone came in

I immediately looked up,just to see..

<<riddle..finally showing up to my lesson>> snape said but he sounded kinda..sarcastic?

<<yeah sorry,i was sick>> he obviously lied

<<fine..sit down>>

Then he goes to the last free chair and sit down..right behind me

Oh and wow he didn't even glanced at me

Minutes and minutes passes by but i couldn't focus,i still had that kiss in my mind..couldn't stop thinking about it

<<lavinia>> i heard my name in a whisper

I looked behind me

<<what?>>

Obviously mattheo wanted something,after ignoring me for almost one week

<<can i come to your dorm later?>> he whispers

<<no>> i turn around to snape

<<lav>>

I sigh and turn around to him again

<<why?>>

<<i think we need to talk>>

<<well,we do->> i got interrupted by snape

<<lesson dismissed,don't forget to do the homeworks!>> snape said

I sigh and pack my bag

<<you ready?>> i ask pansy

<<uh..yeah,just..>> she stand up and so do i

<<just wait a minute>> pansy said,looking at blaise

I understand and smile

<<i'll see you later>>

She nods

I walk out of the class and so does mattheo

He grab my wrist,making me turn face to face to him

I step back a bit

<<when can i come to your dorm?>>

I sigh <<when you want,i'll probably be in my dorm all the time>>

He nods and lets me go

I walk away

•at the great hall•

It was afternoon and i was in the great hall with pansy and daphne

<<why don't we throw a party?>> daphne suggested

<<noo not again>>

<<come on livv,it'll be fun>>

I sigh

<<unless something happened at the last party>> pansy says and smiles

<<ohh yeah with mattheo>>

<<nothing happened between me and mattheo>> i tried to convince them

<<you can lie to yourself  but not to us>> daphne said and pansy agreed

<<what y'all talking aboutt>> lorenzo said,putting an arm around my shoulder

I sigh,i hate physical touch with guys,or men in general

<<last time says something's different>> mattheo says out of a sudden as he sits next to lorenzo

Of course he had to read my mind

They all looked so confused

<<oh y'all don't have to understand,right princess?>> at the last two words he looked at me

<<right..>>

He smirks

Why is he even taking to me after ignoring me for almost one week

•at seven•

I was in my dorm,changing into my pjs after i just took a shower

Then mattheo came in

I literally jumped in the air

<<mattheo!I'm changing,knock!>>

He sighs <<lavinia,no one cares,no!>>

I roll my eyes

<<just close the door atleast>>

He comes in and closes the door

I put a top on and now i'm ready

<<so?>> i sit next to him on my bed

He looks at me,from my eyes to my lips

My heart start to race as i get nervous

Then he kissed me

I kissed him back which makes it more intense

He lifts me up and in a swift motion I'm sitting on his lap

His hands roam all over my body as the kiss gets passionately

<<we really shouldn't be doing this>> i whisper against his lips

<<yeah,your right..>>

We break the kiss and look at each other

I look down at his lips and we kiss again

He puts his hands on my waist

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Yea it's cringe asf✌🏻