Cathexis

b l u r b

T E E G A N

As she walked she took out her pack of cigarettes, she wasn't quite sure why she loved them so much.

Maybe it was because it calmed her, even though she was always calm. or because it was against the rules and she liked to break them. Or maybe it was because she liked the smell, and yes she did like the smell, it was different. Maybe it was because it looked so beautiful when the tiniest tip of it glowed and the smoke swirled in different ways and shapes. She didn't know why she liked it, but she did.

She lit it and watched the tiniest tip glow and crackle orange. It was different from the faded white and brown that filled the rest of it. As she drew in she felt it fill half her lungs. She pulled it away and filled the rest of her lungs with the air she so badly needed. No, she didn't want it but she needed it.

Teegan, that's her name. Her father is dying of cancer and her mother is a drug addict . Teegan has a younger sister and brother. Her brother Dan is 14 and her sister Taylor is 4. They are her life and she would do anything for them.

L U K E

Luke opens his locker and just to his luck everything falls out.

"Shit," he mumbled kneeling down to pick up all his things.

"Shit!" someone yells just as someone trips over him.

"Ouch," Luke says rubbing his back on the spot the person accidentally kicked him. He looks over to the girl on the floor. wow. is all he can think. She is beautiful, with her long brown hair and bright greenish blue eyes, with tan skin and dry cracked lips.

"I'm so sorry," she says trying to get up but winces. Teegan, that's her name. Luke remembers her from the bus she is very quite.

"No, it's fine" he say pulling him self up.

"Are you okay?" He asks her with worry in his voice.

"Yeah," Teegan breathes out, trying to stand. Luke reaches out his hand and she grabs it gratefully, pulling herself to her feet.

"Thanks," she smiles. She turns trying to walk away but her leg gave out. Quickly he wraps his arms around her waist, preventing her fall. she closes her eyes breathing out heavily.

"I think I'll take you to the nurses," Luke says slipping his arm around her waist. Teegan nods thanking him.

Luke lives in a stable him with his loving mother and father. His two older brothers are both doctors and so is his father. His family expects him to become a doctor too but he wants to be in music, it's what he loves. It's his passion. Of course they don't understand, they will only be happy if Luke takes after his father because that is what you're supposed to do. That's what they believe. Luke loves music more than anything in the world. What he doesn't know is that will change soon.

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