: ̗̀➛ h.js centric oneshots .ೃ࿐

: ̗̀➛ a bad week ✧.* ;; skz x han

✧.* skz x h.js

✧.* angst + fluff

✧.* han is having a bad week and everyone was getting mad at him, especially jeongin, so he snapped and pushed jeongin.

(lowercase intended)

' speaking, " thoughts

╰┈➤ tw ;; self-harm,, swearing,, hate comments about member(s)

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3rd pov ;;

'everyone rest, jisung stay and do the dance again.' everyone was busy practicing a new dance for their upcoming comeback, and jisung was having a hard time with their dance. jisung was trying really hard but he couldn't get it right. at this point he was acting like he wasn't affected, but jeongin's words hit him, deep.

'why can't you get anything right, hyung! you've been dancing the same thing since earlier and you still can't get it right! your the reason we can't continue at all! you were even late earlier so we had to wait for you, for 1 hour. 1 fucking hour!' jeongin yelled. he had enough of jisung. he was lacking in dancing, singing, literally everything. and thats when jisung snapped.

'and so? atleast im actually fucking trying! not being "babied" by the members! atleast im getting taught a lesson and actually trying even harder, unlike you just doing everything so flawlessly, huh?! why don't you try to actually understand me, jeongin. why don't you try to talk to me about it, huh?!' jisung yelled at him back, and pushed him, making jeongin fall.

'han jisung! what was that?! are you insane?! jeongin's crying because of you!' chan said. 'i think it's best if you aren't here right now.'

'i think?! lee felix, he fucking pushed our maknae and you think?! for me he REALLY should leave!' hyunjin yelled at him. all eyes were on the quokka. hyunjin ran towards him and took his arm, pushing him out of the dance room.

⋆ ˚｡⋆౨ৎ˚ with skz ;; (still 3rd person)

'i can't believe he fucking did that! he's a fucking spoiled brat!' hyunjin said, others agreeing on what he said, except felix. felix was there for jisung alot, but jisung was there, for everyone infact. he always made sure felix ate, he always comforted jeongin about the hate comments about him, saying skz was better without him.

he helped seungmin regain his smile back, making sure he doesn't get hate about his smile. he helped hyunjin rap better, the hyung making sure that he dances better too. he helped changbin with the hate comments saying he was fat and he was too girly to be in skz. same with chan and that comment saying 'i hate u'. and lastly for his favorite hyung, lee know. he helped minho with everything, since the start. he held his hand when he was rapping, he made sure he wasn't left out from the group.

he taught him how to speak english more, and understand it more. but why? why would his members do that to him? over his anger issues? why did they choose their maknae more than him? felix was afraid his members would get mad at him too, for defending him instead of jeongin.

'guys don't you think we went too far?' he asked. 'no felix, you understand what he did right? so theres absolutely NO reason why we went too far.' with that, felix said that he would go out for some air, no, he was gonna go to the dorm instead.

.𖥔 ݁ 🪐˖.𖥔 ݁ ˖ with jisung <3

(they are messaging eachother here)

lixshine .𖥔 ݁ ˖

hey sung are u okay? 

 seen

lixshine .𖥔 ݁ ˖

sungie? 

 seen

sungshine .𖥔 ݁ ˖

oh yh im js at the dorm 

 seen

felix left him on seen, walking to the dorm.

🧷 ✧ -˚. ᵎᵎ 🎀

han laid on his bed, staring at the pink and green walls minho decorated with him. he was sad. really sad. about the fact that everyone hated him, because he couldn't control his anger issues. he had tissues beside him incase he brokedown again.

╰┈➤✮ earlier ::

once hyunjin pushed him out, he stayed there for awhile. feeling weak and crying loudly. so loud everyone inside the practice room can hear it. they wanted to admit how they felt about his crying, but too afraid about what others think. jisung ran, carelessly, not thinking about the blood on his knees when he tripped. everything that was on his mind was negative. the moment he was at the dorm he went to the bathroom, locking the door. not even locking the other door

he sat down in silence. all you can hear are his sniffs and his crying. this happened for about 13 minutes, before he got up and start looking for a box. a box named "important. don't touch." he takes a key in a spot you wouldn't know where it was. he was clean. clean for how many months you say? no, not months. a year and 7 months. he was clean that long. and guess what? he isn't clean anymore. he starts cutting up his wrists first, not satisfied. his legs next, not yet satisfied. his stomach? is he finally satisfied? no! so he starts cutting all over his body, until he was tired.

after, he takes a shower, his cuts hurting, no, EVERYTHING was hurting. he wore his pajamas after his quick shower, not even realizing felix was gonna visit him. he never thought 1 of them would visit him. slowly, he could feel himself drift off.

ᯓᡣ𐭩˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚ felix's pov

"its okay, just knock on the door, nothing bad could've happened, right?" i said to myself. once i opened the door, nothing changed. i saw jisung's shoes on the floor, but i saw nothing. i looked for jisung, seeing the door to his room slightly opened.

'sung?' i tapped him lightly. his sleep was so light he immediately woke up, 'hngfh- o-oh felix your here?' jisung asked me, ofcourse i was here for him! no matter what.

'sung, are you really okay? i can talk to the members ab-' jisung put a hand over my mouth, 'no! no. its fine really. you don't have to worry about it.' he cut me off. i then nodded at him meaning it was "okay" but to me? it was not okay. i had to tell the members about this! 'okay ji, but if you wanna tell me something, just come to me, okay?' i put my hand on his arm, squeezing it very lightly, and thats when he reacted.

it took me a minute to realize that.. he cut himself.

'han, dont tell me..' i looked at him and he was all teary-eyed. he explained why he did it with no hesitation and started apologizing over and over again. 'ji, you don't have to say sorry, okay? it's no ones fault. so don't blame yourself, please?' jisung nodded at me, i held his hand as he felt jisung drift off to sleep.

2 hours later :: 3rd pov || 7;10pm

felix could hear the door opening. as soon as they arrived, jeongin asked if han was home. 'he-', 'he's not here is he? cause he can all do us a favor.' and thats when felix stood up.

'what's wrong with you all! it wasn't han's fault he couldn't control his anger issues! did you know, he tripped on his way to the dorms? NO! did you know? he cut himself everywhere on his body, even when u touch him lightly, it hurts? NO! did you realize how he was there for us always, NO! did you notice he didn't get mad the whole week until earlier? NO! he takes all the pain for us! so why don't you shut your fucking ass and deal with it!' felix yelled at them. jisung could hear them from upstairs, so he brought his bunny pillow with him downstairs, rubbing his eyes.

'f-felix? hyungs?' he asked softly, realizing what he said. 'i-im sorry jeongin i didn't m-mean to push y-' 'it doesn't matter hyung. we're all sorry for what we did.'

everyone hugged him, finally feeling the warmth again.

𔘓𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ๋ ࣭ ⭑

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