My head hurts

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Minty's Pov
I saw a picture of Marina, it was a picture before the accident

I was just drowned In my thoughts while looking at her picture

You've changed a lot huh? Mas gumaganda ka ngayon, sana hindi na ulit ako mahulog sayo. Kasi ayokong masaktan ulit ayokong iwan mo ako ulit. Nung umalis ka wala kang sinabing rason kung bakit ka nakikipaghiwalay hindi mo sinabi kung may iba na pero baka ganun na nga. Ipinagpalit mo nga ba ako. Hindi ko na gustong malaman pa basta ang alam ko Dinurog mo ako at hindi hindi na kita hahayaan paulitin pa iyon kasi napakasakit. Nagmamakaawa ako para lang sayo. Bakit parang ang dali lang sa iyong talikuran ng lahat pero pagdating sa akin hirap na hirap akong limutin lahat ng sakit
I said while my tears were flowing

"Min" Marina said which startled me

"Oh nanjan Ka Pala, what is it? Do you need something?" I asked I hope she doesn't notice my puffy eyes

"Umiiyak Ka ba?, why were you crying?" She asked

Shit she noticed

"No.. it's just that I..." I could finish my sentence because I'm in so much pain

She gave me a hug, I was crying on her shoulder

"Shh.. tell me minty ano ba yan? I'll listen" she said

"I remember y------- her" I said nervously because I almost spilled with my words

"Sino?" She asked

"Minna's mom.. Ang sakit Padin Pala Akala ko okay na" I said while crying

" Shhhh , past is past min. You need to forget her na" she said to me

" I tried but I just can't I'm too weak. Sobra . Sobrang hina ko"  I said

" No that's not true" she said to me and then she cupped my face and wiped all my tears

" Min forget the past , focus here, the present. And focus on your future" She said

I couldn't rant to her because she is the reason why I am crying right now but she is not aware

" Baba Muna Tayo baka hinahanap na Tayo ni Minna " pag aaya ko para Hindi na sya mag tanong

" Mauna ka na susunod Ako" she said so I let her be , bumaba na Ako

Marina's Pov
"Kamukha pala talaga kita no? " I said to myself while holding the picture of minna's mom

"Napakaswerte mo sa kanila pero bakit ginanoon mo lang? Wala ka bang konsensya?"

My head suddenly hurt

I could see myself and i could hear myself screaming inside the room i think i can remember something but i can't fully remember it i could only see myself breaking down but i don't know the reason. There was a person it looks like my dad he's yelling at me but why?

I could remember some faces. there i saw minty it looks like he's begging his eyes were full of tears and emptiness but why?

Why?
Why?

What is happening to me? Those memories we're so familiar yet so blurry i couldn't fully understand what is happening this is all because of the accident i couldn't help but overthink what is happening to me? Why is my dad yelling? Why is minty begging? Have we met before my accident? Do we know each other? What the fuck is wrong?

When i was drown my thoughts,min suddenly called me

"Marina" he called

"Yes?" I replied

"Sorry umakyat na ako ang tagal mo kasi eh" he said

"Oh sorry, tara na baba na tayo baka hinihintay na tayo ni Minna" I said

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