Bloody Roses (JeffTheKillerxReader)

Painkiller

Sanitys P.O.V.
It's like Y/N is a painkiller or reminds me of the song 'Painkiller by Three Days Grace', it's make me want to start on drugs again almost. My cutting it all that's what she's doing, she's making my pain go away. I never thought this would happen, I actually don't have to pretend I'm ok. I'm in bed now. I put on the song 'Time of Dying by Three Days Grace' I started to sing, this song is my life.
"On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Did I fall asleep?
Is this all a dream
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I will not die, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying" Singing this song makes me feel alive.

Your p.o.v.
I heard Sanity singing my favorite song, I opened the door without her knowing. She was beautiful, nothing like I thought. (Sanity didn't have her mask on) Black hair that faded to white, her eyes were unthinkable, normal white on the outside, a black line in the shape of a circle outlining where the color is supposed to be, then white, pure white and a black pupil. bright red lipstick that was a contrast to her almost white skin. Make up so she could try to look beautiful but she already is. I walked in there and grabbed make up remover and took off her makeup, she was shocked at first but hesitantly let me do it. When I was done she put her mask on. "I'm ugly, I know," she said. "No, your beautiful Sanity," I replied. "I was right, I don't need to cut or any of that. Your my painkiller, Y/N, never leave," Sanity said.