~chapter 2~

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-The next day-
Felix pov:
I woke up and saw from my phone it was only 6:32am. ‘grate’ i thought. I have been waking up early even on the holidays, and today is sunday.
I groan at the thought that tomorrow i have school.

Jason threatened me Friday and i am kinda scared to go to school. not only because of that but because of marcus. I can’t face him right now. He really broke my heart and I can't just go to school and fake that nothing happened.

He had been sending messages to me since friday asking for forgiveness. He wants to meet me but i will not make the same mistake twice. He broke my heart and played with my feelings like they are a joke and i will not trust him again.

he wants me?
he had to think twice before accepting that bet.

Anyway, I went downstairs to make breakfast. It was early so I didn't expect anyone there and, in fact, there was no one. As I walked to the fridge i saw that there wasn’t a little note or something like that.

Usually my brothers just leave a note where they tell me that they had to go to work early and blah blah blah. I actually throw them after reading the first two lines. if you go see the paper bin there's only these notes in it.

I was surprised actually. ‘Are they finally staying home?’ I thought. I am kinda happy that they are home. It's been almost a year since I returned home and said hi to someone who wasn’t the maid.

I opened up the fridge and scanned it to see if there was something I could eat with not much calories since I am on a diet.

everything had really too many calories so i just took some fresh water to drink. I was about to close the fridge when I heard someone calling me “Felix,why are you up so early?”. as i turned around i saw channie hyung. “I couldn't sleep last night so I woke up early,” I said. “oh ok. Are you eating breakfast? Can I join you?” he asked “no,i don’t eat breakfast but i can sit with you if you want” i said.
It was awkward to talk to him after what happened yesterday.

he nodded and went to grab some cookies and milk.
we sat on the table. me with my glass of water, him with his milk and cookies. “Are you really going to eat anything? it’s awkward to eat while you don’t”
“no no don’t worry eat. i don’t mind”

“Why don’t you eat breakfast by the way ,if i can ask?” He asked me to break the silence that was killing me. i didn't expect this question but i responded “i’m just not hungry i guess” i lied of course. I couldn't tell him the truth. He didn’t really say anything. He just looked at me with worried eyes as if he knew I was lying.

he was about to say something when jisung, seungmin and changbin came down to eat.

“oh hey guys i didn’t know you were here” jisung said while coming towards the fridge.

I just stood up and went to my room. I could feel their gaze staring at me as I was walking towards my room.

I got my phone and went through the messages.

62 missed call from Marcus😚💕

245 unread messages from Marcus😘💕

My brain was telling me to not open the messages but my heart was telling me to do it so I did.

My brain was telling me to not open the messages but my heart was telling me to do it so I did

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I was kinda scared

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I was kinda scared. He knew where I lived.
What if he came while there were my brothers?
He never met them and I never told them about him. “shit” i thought i was about to walk to the bathroom while thinking about a solution when i saw outside the window marcus car parked and marcus leading towards the front door.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! why right now?!’ I thought while rushing downstairs to the front door until I heard the door opening and a voice saying “who are you?” it was Minho hyung “is felix here? i need to talk to-” i practically run through the stairs.
“Felix! I am so sorry!” Marcus said “you know him lix? who is he?” “ hahaha h-he is humm my-my  f-friend yes ,my friend” Minho looked at me with a confused look.

“So my friend, why don’t we talk in my room about the-the project we have for tomorrow? Come on,” I said. Marcus didn’t say anything and just followed me. I could see my brother's confused face but I just ignored it.

After we made it to my room I locked the door behind me and faced him. he was looking around watching all our picture i had in my room.

Now that I think about it, I should put them away now that my brothers are back. Even though i should be fine since they almost never enter my room but still i don’t want to remember him anymore so i will take them away keep some and throw the others.

“What the hell do you want marcus?” “your forgiveness” “you really thought you had a chance after what you did?” I said almost laughing. “Please felix hear me out at first it was just a bet but after I started to know you better I really caught feelings for you” i looked right into his eyes as he continued “i know i was wrong in the first place but please just give me a chance” he finished. There was silence. a silence full of tension.

“is it all?” i asked him.
“What do you mean?” He looked confused.
“Is that all you have to say? Are you done?” i said.
“aaa please felix on more, i am not asking you much!” he said, almost  yelling.
“If that is all then you should leave” i said, looking away to avoid eyes contact as i was about to cry.
He wanted to say something but didn’t speak.
“Leave,” I said coldly. “Please Fe-”
“OH GOD IS IT THAT DIFFICULT TO FACKING LEAVE? YOU JUST HAVE TO WALK OUT THE DAMN DOOR” I screamed at him.
my brothers probably heard it since the house became quiet. “FINE!” he said walking to the door of my room and walking out.

I followed him to the door he opened it and before walking out he turned to me.
all of my brothers came where we were.
“But I am telling you. don’t come crying to me because you want to get back together” he said.
i laughed “you are kidding me right? YOU were the one who came here asking for forgiveness after what you did not ME” “and for your information it’s you must be a dumbass if you thought that after using me you would get me back. Now go the hell out of my house and never come back. i don’t wanna see your facking face ever again bitch”. Everybody were stunned while Marcus was visibly furious.

“You are pathetic, remember that i was the one who helped you when jason-” “OMG GO AWAY ALREADY” i was so mad. he was about to split everything out and in front of my brothers.

He didn't say anything and left,closing the door behind him.

my brothers were staring at me confused and worried. i started crying and after a few minutes Hyunjin said “who was he Felix?”.

I didn't reply,and i just headed towards my room.

Tomorrow i have to go to school…

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