Wrong time ~ KTH FF

Chapter 1

The sound of people whispering is heard outside. Some are watching near the door of my room. I was confined in the room for four days. Not even a drop of water has fallen in the throat in these few days. I was close to death.

Who is doing this to me, why?

If you want to know the reason, let me tell you my identity first.

I am Min Liliana. But people close to me call me Lina. My father , Min So Heok, is a Inspector of Anti Terrorism Unit. He is 48 years old. My mother , Shim Hye , is a housewife. She is 42 years old. I have a elder brother, Min Dohyum. He is 22 years old. He is autistic. He has a crippled leg and can't even do simple math. But his memorization is awesome. Even whoever he meets getting his /her name and engraved in his brain. And lastly my younger brother , Min Yo Han. He is 12 years old. He is the one who loves me the most which I have ever guessed. Yeah, my mother and my father loves me but brother-sister love is incomparable. Being a middle child , I never felt neglect. Because I am the only girl child in my family.

When I was 15 years old I came to know my father was diagnosed with Liver Cirrhosis. It reached a stage from which it can't be reduced but it can be stopped. My father was so busy with police duty that he didn't care about his health. My father an honest man never supported bribery. He likes simple life. He wanted us to be able to live a comfortable life with our own ability and money without expecting a car or house from our father.

My father's medication was going on. Because the state of appa's liver condition was worse. Surgery in this condition had a very low chance of survival.

After one year I was returning home from high school. When I reached home I saw ma was trying to talk with appa but appa was not responding. He was standing near the dining table. He was not sit on that chair or eat lunch just standing like an unconscious state. I don't know how to define that standing. And I was sure that that medication was not working.

So we went to the doctor again. The doctor told us that appa's condition was getting worsen . In this state patient's mental health continued to deteriorate. Patients acted like a child sometimes as he being unconscious state rather than conscious.

He never responding when people around about to call him. Just doing hmm hmmm . The doctor advised us to observe appa for 24/7 hours. Appa used to take leave from office for medical treatment. Week after week had to be spent in the hospital.

In such a way a notice of retirement is often received from the department for taking leave. This worsened appa's mental condition because he worked for this department all his life without caring about his health and now he has to endure all the unbearable things because of his illness.

My exams are over. The entrance exam starts after a few months from now .So I started preparing for the medical entrance exam.

Appa wants to see me as a doctor.

My parents were in the hospital on my 18th birthday. It's not that I spent my birthday with my family.

Actually I don't even remember my own birthday.

But on my 18th birthday I felt so lonely. Yo han wished me and hyung also clapped for me while saying happy birthday.
It is the thing which I adore the most. They always make me feel loved.

Besides family, you definitely wonder where is my friend's introduction.

How can I talk about my friends when I don't have any.

There are many reasons why I don't have any friends.

Reason 1:

Appa's continuous transfer from one city to another.

Reason 2:

I was hardly popular among my friends(class mates). The only thing I had a reputation for was my incredible results. Besides I am tallest girl among girls like 5'7". It is not that tallest height number but my friends are really short heightened. Plus they are so beautiful that any boys heart can't handle. Among those fairies I feel myself as a old hag .

Boys like short girls.

Reason 3:

I am a good listener. As a good listener I listen all types of conversations, stories from my classmates. They willingly share with me their problems as I don't have anyone to share their secrets.

What they told me the most was their Breakup scenes.

O My Almighty how cruel the boys are!

THATS IS WHY I DON'T ENGAGE WITH BOYS,

~I AM EXPERIENCED BY OTHER'S EXPERIENCE~

But there was a guy who I even have a big crush on.

I saw him in a ceremony held in our high school. This whole arrangement was organized by varsity boys.

Well you might be wondering what varsity boys do in high school.

Actually the varsity boys run a dancing club whose funding is given to them by the varsity authorities. They are collaborating with various organizations from place to place for the promotion of their club. So that time was with our high school.

As a member of club he was there too .

I never attend these kind of events. But after seeing its grand arrangement , I understand that this event will be very beautiful .

So I also signed my name to perform the Group singing. This was the only option . Because I am very bad at dancing. And I'm not so good at singing but can sing well if someone besides me accompany me. That's why I signed up to sing in a group to protect my 'honor' and fulfill my wishes.

My classmates can also sing well.

We finished our performance well.

We were standing backstage after our performance.

Suddenly a deep voice said from behind me, " excuse me "

I turned around

And

My eyes kept looking into the eyes of the owner of that voice.

The deep ocean in those eyes .
He made me crazy with those eyes .

He and his fellow members went on stage.
At that couple of time I had forgotten about the principles of my life that never engage with any boys.

I was literally gawking as long as he was on stage. Except for him, the surroundings were blurred before my eyes.

oceanic eyes (uffff)

husky voice (ugggggghggghhhhhh)

dance moves (Ahahhahahahahhhahahahhahhh)

Suddenly I heard audiences chanting the same name over and over again. At this he smiled....his boxy smile charmed everyone present including mine. And those fairies(girls) broke their voices.

KIM TAEHYUNG

I only have one picture with him, actually a group picture, where I was right in front of him.