An Glas agus Gorm Laistigh den Dearg agus Corcra | XChara x Ómra

Conflicted feelings

TW: Mentions of suicide 

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Under the touch of a mistake

Stuck on my love, got you in chains 

I know you're terrified by the mess you made

Oh I can't move on with life without you (I can't)

Die without hearing your 'I do'

I'm scared by the lengths I will go

Won't end up alone

I've lost all control

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Haunted - Chris Grey (1:09 - 1:32)

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As much as XChara tried to ignore what had transpired earlier, the warm feeling of her hands on his just couldn't leave his mind. It's been ages since he felt anything warm and cosy, thanks to a certain scientist. 

XChara didn't realise it but.. maybe Amber wasn't entirely bad?

NAHHH what was he thinking? She's just some stupid girl with boring coding. She'd probably get killed off soon.

But even with all of that, the feeling of tranquil didn't seem to leave his mind.. He was so wrapped up in his corrupted thoughts that he had forgotten what it was like without all the trauma and pain. XChara wouldn't like to admit it, but.. he was getting a bit addicted with trying to feel that peace again, even if it was for one second. 

His thoughts suddenly abrupt when when he heard slight footsteps outside the bedroom. It sounded like the person was trying to be quiet, but he could still hear. XChara's gaze sets on the clock beside him. 1:32 am. Ugh, why isn't he sleeping already? 

XChara got out of bed, groaning because of the pain.. those damn scientists just had to do ANYTHING for science. The footsteps outside seemed to have stopped upon hearing him, in fear of wondering if he had woken up.. which, not really since he was always up. XChara stumbled a bit, but eventually he made it to the door and opened it carefully.

Lo and behold, there was the girl that he couldn't stop thinking about. She wore a light blue buttoned shirt and black pants. She seemed to be getting a glass of water. The two  l̶o̶v̶e̶b̶i̶r̶d̶s̶ stared at eachother awkwardly for a moment until Amber spoke up

Amber: "Did I wake you up?.. sorry.."

Amber looked coy and apologetic, XChara rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly

XChara: "No, you're fine.. I was awake the entire time.."

They fell into an awkward silence again, before Amber handed XChara a glass of water which was originally going to be hers.. He was a bit confused, why was she so kind with strangers? Does she do this to everyone?

XChara: "I'm fine."

Amber: "Are you sure...?"

XChara: "Very sure."