high school sweethearts (crybaby x reader)

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welcome to the first chapter !

chapter song: oblivion - grimes

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Y/N'S POV

i wake up to the blaring ring of my alarm. i reach my arm out and smack it, the irritating sound stopping.

"ughh." i pull the blanket over my head and close my eyes again, trying to find some last minutes of peacefulness.

"Y/N! get up now, you're going to miss the bus." my mom shouts as she storms into my room.

"yes mother.." i mumble.

i sigh as she leaves the room. i get out of bed tiredly, walking to the small floral calendar on my wall and drawing a heart around todays date, the words on it reading, "first day of hell".

my mom is an alcoholic and my dad is with a new woman every night. my older sister is never around much, so i've been taking care of myself for most of my life.

i grab the itchy pink dress that hangs in my closet. it has "k-12" written in a fabric heart sewn on the front of it. this is the uniform for k-12 sleepaway school, the place my mother drunkenly signed me up for. the school's admiration for gender stereotypes never seizes to shock me.

i slide into the dress, the material itching and irritating my arms. i look at myself in the mirror and spin around, trying to feel comfortable in the frilly dress. i go into the bathroom and do my morning routine. i style my long hair down, clip in a white ribbon bow, and spray some hair stiffener until no stray hairs are visible. i grab my pastel pink backpack and sling it over one shoulder, walking downstairs and grabbing a peach.

"im leaving for school." i say to my mother who's in the kitchen drinking beer.

wow, this early in the morning? that hasn't happened in a while. of course, she doesn't respond. i step out of the house, closing the door behind me and heading to the bus stop.

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