I realize now that it's my fault you're gone. I should have watched you better. But I had no control over it. But I could've,and maybe, just maybe you'd still be alive. If I had the chance, I'd give my life for yours. My lovely cat, I love you to no end. I could never be mad at you, no matter how much you hissed at me and scratched me. I loved you... Why'd you have to leave me? And in such a way... So bloody... Blood everywhere. Small body mutilated and contorted into a position that would make a stranger cry... Why? Why'd you do it? I love you... Even if you're gone.
