anger's love

prologue

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I'm just sitting at my table, drinking some alcoholic drinks. This is one of my hobbies to forget my problems for a while.

Kanina pa lang ako rito sa table ko at inom nang inom pa rin ako. I'm just trying to escape this f*cking life.

“Hello handsome, can I give you pleasure?” asked the girl in front of me.

I didn't respond to her, I'm just sitting and continuing to drink.

“Oh, you're hard to please, huh?” the girl asked again with lust in her face and tried to touch my face, but I held her hand with anger.

“Don't touch my f*cking face, you bastard,” I said in a low voice that no one could notice.

She was stunned looking at me, and I saw the fear on her face as she left me. I continued what I was doing and thought about my f*cking life. Then, suddenly, may lalaking dumaan sa aking harapan at nabuhos niya ang kanyang dalang beer sa aking mukha, I'm just sitting here and then suddenly may mangbabastos sa akin, kaya hindi ako nagdalawang-isip na lapitan siya at suntukin.

“You fcking btch!” sigaw ko sa kanya at susuntukin ko na sana siya sa pangalawang pagkakataon pero umiwas siya, and then he punched me in my stomach.

I can feel the pain, pero hindi ako magpapatalo sa kanya. When I was preparing to punch him again, may masakit na tumilapon sa aking mukha na dahilan para matumba ako. Pinilit kong tumayo para makaharap siya, kahit nahihirapan na akong tumayo.

“Hindi ko sinadya 'yun,” he coldly said to me.

I looked at his face, I was stunned because he is the top 1 of the engineering department. Everyone knows about him, many students admired him because he is handsome and smart. And then I noticed that he is wearing the waiter uniform in this bar?

“I know you, Ikaw ba 'yung top 1 sa engineering department, 'di ba? Bakit ka nandito? Akala ko pa naman hindi ka mahilig sa ganitong mga lugar?” I asked him.

“I'm working here,” he responded coldly and started to walk.

But when he started walking away from me, I took advantage of it to punch him in the back, but when I was near him, he confronted me and punched my face again kaya napadaing ako.

“ahhh!” daing ko sabay hawak sa mukha ko.

“Hindi lang 'yan ang aabutin mo,” he said.

“Tangina,” napamura na lang ako sa sakit.

At dumidilim na Ang aking paningin at Hanggang sa nawalan nalang Ako ng Malay.

When I wake up, I notice that this is not my room and I wear a pajama? But this is not mine, alam ko Ang mga gamit ko kung akin ba o Hindi but this pajama is not mine, and this bedroom is not mine too.

Nakaraan Ang ilang sandali, may pumasok sa kwarto at Nakita ko na Naman siya.. ww-a-it sa kanya Ang room na ito? Sh*t, why am I here? I'm just asking my own mind, ganyan na siguro ako ka baliw.

“I brought you here because I don't know where you live,” he coldly said.

Natulala nalang Ako, I don't know what to say. F*ck this feeling.

“Don't look at me like that,” he said calmly but with a serious face.

“Why did you bring me here?” I ask calmly, I just hide my anger and curiosity.

“I said earlier why are you here," He said coldly and with a little anger in his voice.

“I mean, why did you bring me here to your room? Did we fight last night, right? And one more thing, you have a big fault towards me.” He looks at me with his emotionless face.

"Even though we had a fight last night at the bar, I'm still the reason why you fell and lost consciousness. I'm just trying to be nice here," he said calmly.

“Dapat lang, you're the reason why I lost my consciousness and fell down,” I said with anger.

“ bakit mo ako binihisan ng mga pajama mo?” I shouted him.

“ we are both men, ano Ang masama dun?” Sai Niya at Hindi na ako nagsalita pa, at napatulala nalang Ako.

I just feel disappointed in myself, bakit ba ako napatumba ng taong ito? Ito Ang una na nangyari na may sumuntok sakin pabalik.

“Just eat before you leave,” He offered. Palabas na Sana ako sa bwesit na room na ito.

“No thanks, I'm not hungry,” I refuse his offer.

Pero nagulat ako ng tumayo siya at nagtungo malapit sa pinto at ni-lock ito at humarang sa aking dinadaanan.

“Just eat before you leave, isipin mo nalang na kabayaran ito sa pagsuntok ko sa Mukha mo,” He said in front of me.

“I don't care, umalis ka nga dyan,” I said and I continue walking to the door.

“Okay,” he coldly said at pinabayaan Niya na akong maglakad palabas.

“Anak, saan ka galing?” My mother ask Nang nakapasok na ako sa Bahay, I'm just coldly looking at her.

“Somewhere,” I answer coldly.

and then She noticed the wounds on my lips, at mga pasa narin sa aking Mukha.

“Bakit may sugat ka sa Mukha mo? At may black eye ka pa? Saan ka Naman ba pumupunta?” She asked angrily but in a low voice.

“Napaaway lang sa bar kagabi,” I said coldly.

“What?! Sa bar ka Naman pumupunta? Rai bakit ka ba nagkakaganyan?” she said.

I didn't respond to her and continued walking into my room and closed the door. I'm just taking a nap for a while, sabado naman Ngayon at masakit pa Ang ulo ko, masakit din Ang Mukha ko sa suntok na ginawa ng gagong Yun sa Mukha ko.

I've been staring blankly for a while now and still can't sleep, I'm just thinking what happened last night at the bar. Para mawala Naman Ang mga ini-isip ko sa nangyari kagabi, so I grabbed my cellphone and opened my Instagram account to watch some random videos and scroll. I saw a post where I was punched at the bar, I can't believe someone captured that moment. I checked his profile but there were no other pictures or posts, so I just logged out. It's really annoying, so I just lay down again. I don't want to go out and get scolded by mommy again. Meanwhile, may tumawag alam ko na si Conan na Naman ito.

“Rai, punta Tayo Ngayong Gabi sa Bahay nila ni Tyler may party daw,” Conan said.

“I don't know, I'm busy,” I said coldly.

“Sige na bro, maraming chix don,” Sabi Niya na ikinangisi ko Naman.

“Okay, sabay na Tayo pumunta, puntahan mo Ako dito sa subdivision," I said to him and then I ended the call.

It's already 7 pm in the evening, and I'm waiting for that jerk. He said in his text that he would be here by 6 pm, but until now, he still hasn't arrived. I will really slap him when he arrives, F*ck, tangina talaga.

“Sorry bro late ako,” He apologized now? Tangina.

“Batukan kita Dyan eh, Dali na,” I said angrily.

“Sakay na,” Sabi pa Niya at sumakay ako at Pina andar na Ang kotse Niya.

We arrived exactly at 7:30 pm at Tyler's house, and every corner of his house was filled with people. Maybe his parents are not around, that's why he's having a party here.

“Hanapin natin si Tyler,” Conan said.

“Asan ba siya ngayon?” tanong ko sa kanya at inilibot ko Ang aking mga Mata baka may iba pa akong kakilala rito or Meron bang mga magaganda rito.

“Sa may pool siguro puntahan natin,” He said and we quickly going to the pool and find him.

At Hindi nga kami nagkamali nandun nga siya sa pool at pinalilibutan ng mga babae na parang mafia boss. Astig huh.

“Tyler!” Conan shouted him. Sobrang maingay ng paligid.

Nakita kami ni Tyler at dali-daling pumunta sa kinarorounan namin.

“Hoy mga pre, welcome sa party, let's enjoy," He said.

Pinapunta Niya kami kung saan siya kanina at pinakilala sa mga kaibigan Niya.

“Hello girls, this is Raizen Zuares and Conan Castillo, my classmates,” He introduced us to his friends.

“We are glad to meet you both,” Sabi Nung babae na katabi ni Tyler.

I feel dizzy, parang natamaan na siguro ako ng alak.

“Rai, are you okay?” Conan ask, pati siya parang lasing na Rin.

“Yeah, natamaan na siguro ako ng Alak,” I said and continue drinking.

In a moment, I felt like I was about to vomit, so I quickly went to the comfort room. When I arrived at the toilet, that's where I let out everything I vomited.

After I vomited, I washed my hands and rinsed my mouth. After rinsing, I saw a man behind me, staring at me. What's worse is that it was the same man who punched me that night.

“What are you doing here?” Galit Kong Sabi sa kanya.

“Para mag cr,” He said coldly.

“Ahh ganon.” after I said it, agad kung sinugod siya para suntukin pero hinawakan Niya Ang kamay ko at isinampa Niya Ako sa pader, Hindi ako Maka bitaw at makawala dahil sa lakas Niya at Dala narin ito ng kalasingan.

“Don't try to punch me or else I will gonna break your Arms,” He said coldly pero nakangisi Ang kanyang mga labi.

”Bitawan mo ako,” pagmamatigas ko at nagpupumiglas parin.

“Nice to meet you here, My Rai,” he said na nakangisi at dahan-dahan akong binitawan.

Pero pagkatapos nun ay nawalan na ako ng Malay.