a shattered heart

third chapter

(next chapter cuz im bored and yall ain't commenting huhu im using a laptop to write this so i don't know how to do emojis- sorry yall-)

*WINTER'S POV*

my friends kept teasing me non-stop especially ryujin, "mmm, you should move on from karina and date minju!" said ryujin, "impossible" i replied, "your just gonna get your heart broken by karina" karina added with a sigh, "lucky for you, you have yeji!" i said slapping her shoulder lightly making my friends burt into laughter well i couldn't control my laughter aswell as i laughed along with them

*timeskip*

the next day at school, our advisor announced a new student, i realised.. "isn't that the girl yesterday?!" i thought to myself as the girl looked back at me and smiled before she bowed and introduced herself "hello everyone its nice to meet you all, my name is kim min-ju a transferee student i hope we can all get along" she looked away from me as she got complimented for her beauty, the teacher told her to sit anywhere,  my classmates were practically begging minju to sit next to them but she sat next to me instead i smile at her softly she gave a smile back before she asked me "how are you? winter right?" i nodded in response "im doing fine, how about you?" i asked her back while i heard ryujin teasing me in the background "im doing well, thanks for helping my brother i appreciate it.." she smiled at me once again "hey say why don't we hang out later?" she asked me, i thought for a moment hesitating.. "sure i have nothing to do later afterall" she excitedly held both my hand wrapping her fingers around mine, "really?" she asked excitedly, as i nodded in response, i notice jeno holding karina's hand they were still together thats why.. and it hurts to see someone i like, like someone else.. but i notice her glancing at minju's hand holding mine from time to time since minju didn't look like she wanted to let go of my hand anytime soon...

*timeskip*

as class ended for lunch i invited minju to sit next to me and my circle of friends, sunoo kept bragging about how niki his crush like him back, before me and minju sat on my friends table she was still holding my hand- my friends looked at me teasingly i look at them with the look of "don't you dare" before ryujin spoke up "i thought you like karina..hmm? what happened? you like minju don't you?" she teased "s-shut up ryujin!" i said with a flustered face, i like karina and nothings gonna change that..right? "i still like karina, me and minju are just friends.." i feel minju holding my hand a bit tighter i was a bit confused but didn't question, i notice karina occasionally glancing at me and minju's hand, her expression hardened like..frown? im not sure her expression is unreadable..i ate my lunch and so did my friends they were still teasing me about minju, minju didn't seem to mind, but i did.. i like karina afterall not her.. 

*timeskip*

i walked towards karina i was planning on confessing to her again afterall but before i could get any closer that jeno guy, wrapped his arm around her shoulder..it hurt like getting stabbed..this is reality..i looked down trying not to cry before i heard karina speaking up "winter leave me alone, don't talk to me ever again! i don't like you and never will!" i walked back to my minju who was listening since my other friends were already in the classroom, i tear up slightly, as minju hugged me and brought me to the ladies restroom "it hurts..what does he have that i don't..? i said as i started crying on minju's shoulder while hugging her "why do you even want her? she doesn't like you..but i do..winter, use me, use me to move on from karina, use me even if im just a replacement, i want you to be happy" I stare at minju for a few seconds "she's happy with someone else and its not me..i should learn to move on.." i smile in defeat minju hugged me "use me winter.." i hug her again 

*timeskip*

after the final class for the day ended, instead of walking up to karina's desk to give her chocolates and confess again, i didn't which shocked my classmates including her, instead i told her "karina..im finally letting you do, your happy with someone else thats all i want.." before i went to minju and walk out the classroom with her, karina was sitting in her desk dumbfounded but she had a hint of something else in her expression..hurt? im not sure..her expression was always hard to read..

after that, i started distancing myself from karina, i didn't confess to her like i would normally do, i didn't give her chocolates nor flowers, which shocked everyone who knew how much i liked her, its been a week since i started hanging out with minju..and i have to admit..im starting to develop feelings for her.. 

*timeskip*

 at lunch break i was alone since my friends were finding a table an ordering food for me, karina approached me, i was about to walk away when..

(HAHAHAHA cut off for the dramaaaa yalllll!!! anyways love yallll, if somethings bothering you just chat or comment loll, alright bye guyss love yalll, mwahhh, also comment for updatee-author yumi)

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