You and Rodrigo put an end to your relationship on New Year's Eve. 6 months have already passed. You still felt uneasy, you really missed him. To be honest, you hoped with all your heart that Rodrigo would drop everything and come back to you. Most importantly, you were afraid that he would have another girl. Yes, this is completely normal. He has every right to do this, but you were very jealous of him and his love, you wanted him to love only you and you. Nothing more. You thought that you and Rodrigo would last for a long time, and you have everything very seriously.
You hoped that you would have the gorgeous wedding you dreamed of since childhood, give birth to a mini Rodrigo, and you would be a happy family. But everything has an end. And your desires too. Most of what you feared turned out to be true.
From your face ::
I was sitting on my phone after training, scrolling through my Instagram feed, until I came across a photo.
- What? (You said out loud.) - It can't be. I don't believe it, never.
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You read the article about Rodrigo and his new girlfriend to the end. Bruna Rotta. She is a fitness instructor. The blonde seemed to be a kind, beautiful girl. A herd of goosebumps ran through your body... - has he really found a new one? You started to panic, not believing your eyes. Your eyes filled with tears, your hands were shaking. - I'm such a fool... I hoped until the end that he would return, how could I? - She's so beautiful, she has a beautiful figure, she's popular, she's perfect for him, she suits him so well... that compared to her I feel like a nobody and don't deserve to be with him. - What should I do? 5 years later of our wonderful relationship this happened.
- He didn't love me? Have you asked yourself this question. - He found a replacement for me so quickly... You started crying, turned off your phone and put your head on your knees hugging them. Tears of regret and pain flowed more and more. There was only one thought that scared you. He started his new life with her, he has plans for her, he will marry her, she will bear him children. Everything you wanted, she gets. From these thoughts you began to cry more and more.
how many hours did you cry?
One, three, five, nine... Still, everything to hell doesn't help. It doesn't get any easier.
