Is it hate or is it love?

"could it be worse?"

I spent the whole break looking for the laboratory, hell, I passed it 3 times and didn't see it. Fortunately I was not late.

- welcome your new colleagues! Beatrice!
I smiled at the teacher and also at my colleagues but...someone seemed to catch my attention... **him**

-Miss Beatrice, you can take a seat next to student Erik! *she pulls me aside, whispering* but be careful..don't provoke him..

I had no idea what that would mean..I didn't even know who Erik was. I hoped with all my heart that it wasn't him..

I could see how insistently he was looking at me..don't tell me it's him.. its him.

I look at the teacher..then at him..then again at the teacher..impossible to have this fate. I slowly approached the bench where he was sitting, trying NOT to look at him..his green eyes burning at me..feeling them heating me up

- bad luck, right? *laugh* I pulled my chair away from him, without saying a word, I just wanted him to ignore me.. to finish the class as quickly as possible and leave his side.. after what he had done to me, I knew he would continue to do it
Suddenly I felt a hand on my chair, pulling me towards it, forcing me to sit close..

- you were a fearful chicken to run away from me like that~

He was so close to me, grinning and whispering so..

-what was in your head to push me!? I could've fall and-
-and guess what~ I didnt let you fall *chuckle* beginner's luck right?

I felt his hands on my chair again but this time..he pushed my chair in such a way that I was about to fell. I screamed while he was laughing..while everyone was laughing..*don't lose faith in yourself beatrice! I repeat to myself every moment*

-Stop It! Why do I keep hearing from behind!? Miss Beatrice, Erik stand up! You both get detention for disturbing the class!