For What Its Worth

Sticky Note, Elana, Blah Blah Blah

Bio was boring.Theology I fell asleep in. Math was ok. Lit was a total bust. Gym we didnt do anything in. Just talked the whole time.

Finally!!! 6th period lunch!! How do I get the odd end of the stick for lunch. Whatever at least its here now. 7th period is Civics. Then Spanish. Woop woop!! I fish around in my bookbag for my wallet. Dont tell me I forgot it! Damn it!

I sit at the lunch table at the end of the cafeteria. Jacob (a football jock) starts walking up to me.

Jacob:"Hey purple.

Je:Very original asshole.

Jacob:Whatever. So I'm having a party this weekend. I was thinking you could be my date."

I hear his friends laughing. I mentally flip my hair. Im so hot. Im kidding. As long as I think im hot I dont care what anyone else thinks im beautiful the way I am. Jake walks up and sits next to me.

Jake:"Whats this I hear about a party?

Je:Really? You hear a party but you dont listen when I talk about the math homework.

Jake:Math is boring.

Jacob:Sorry only if your invited."

I hear the other jocks laugh again. Ive had it. I scream directly at them.

Je:"Hey assholes that can hold a football but cant seem to hold a girlfriend, I suggest you stop laughing before I come over there and whoop all your asses to the ground and as for you Jacob, leader of the dickheads, ill go to your party as long as Jake can come but I will not be your date. Ill be at your house at 8 cuz I assume since all your parties start at 7 anyway. If your not there ill be sure to hunt you down, rip off your dick and glue it to your forehead! See you at 8 oclock. Now leave before I beat you..now!!"

Jakes holding my hands back to make sure I dont kill the damn guy. Jacob just nodded and walked away I have all eyes on my in the cafe. Why am I always exploding. I never used to do that! Whats wrong. Tony comes up to me and calls me and Jake into his office.

We get to his office and sit down.

Tony:"Jessy...I know today is your mothers death anniversary but you cannot be doing that. Thank you Mr. Cole for holding her back. JaiJai please control yourself ok? I know its hard. I love you my little JaiJai. I know you mother is watching you. Please do not make her upset that she cant help. Pedro is taking off for the weekend so that he can be there for you.

As for that party..be careful..no drinking..Mr. Cole watch her she cant drink...be careful Jess. I love you baby girl."

I fight back tears and storm out. We missed most of 7th period now so we decided to roam the halls. No tearcher really bothers me because of Tony being close to me. Jake stopped me and starred at me. He pulled me close.

Ja:"Let it out. You dont have to hold it in anymore. No one is around."

I started sobbing and sinking to the ground. We were in the forbidden hallway where no student was permitted. Its just filled with crap that the school doesnt have room to store. They dont want any of it going missing. I do inventory for Tío Tony.

I stopped crying. I just sat there in his arm...its then that I realized...I like...no..I love Jake...my heart skipped a beat..no..I have to act like we're just best friends. But..he kissed me. Its so confusing.

We left the hallway before the bell rang so people didnt think we did anything. We made it to Spanish and just as we walk in guess who I find sitting in my seat. Jake turns me to him.

Ja:"Jessy dont do it. Shes not worth it ok dont blow up. Just as politely for your seat back ok?

Je:Ughhhh fine."