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"Chapter 4" :-

{ Past }

" I grew up in a joint family with lots of questions and especially with strict parents. I know it's easy but if you are in my place then you will understand how it feels like to be in one room for like years. You can only go outside for school and tutor. You can't participate in any sports or any school functions. I can't go to the balcony because then everyone will think I'm distracting from my studies and focusing on boys."

"Yahh!! My life is like that I still don't even know who is living in our neighborhood and became like this"

" That day when I get a call because some of my enemies spread bad news about me and my mom called me, she didn't care about me or how I feel she just tells what she thinks and warns me or she will show me (by hitting me)......"

" I get panic attacks , my heart is beating really fast, I'm crying unbreakably and I just can't tolerate that all I want to get out of I bare a lot of things already "

* ~" I always lost , what I love".........*

Like my most fav person my uncle (fufa ji) he is my person I can proudly say that he used to everything of my , my care , giving bath , teaching me , sleeping me , scolding others for me from my childhood he is the only person I can share everything and cry infront of me "but I lost him"....

" God take him from me "

When I'm in my 11th grade and after that I got in depression ,

"Then when I was in my 12th grade and 10 days left for final exams "my father died in cancer"...

I don't know I manage to attend the exams but I did
I get more and more anxiety and more depression.

I manage myself and made this company myself and mind. I worked for alot of people by hacking and graphics designing.

Now I made myself this but still my mom didn't stop giving me panic attacks .

"I made myself like a cold and hard personality that no one can notice my inner pain and suffering from my numb eyes".........

"I also manage to get thorough few mafia storage , and found few details also"

"But a person came and manage to talk with me, I don't he's from one of them or just a person, whatever"...... " I made a deal and they left from that my life changed " I kept growing and I also have few smelly dogs (enemies) after me , but I know how to manage them "........

I like how my secretary "shaan" is loyal to me , he is really a good person , he is best secretary and a bodyguard to ....... He make sure everytime I'm safe.......

"But sometimes I get bored in this world , I wish someone I had like my novel would give me a ride whenever I say I'm not feeling well and Wandering me everywhere " - "' I wish'"...........

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{ Next day }

I got a call from "shaan" and my sleep is out from my eyes...
"Shaan" :- "ma'am our company gets hacked and isn't working and on screen saying one line only"..