|10. Accident??🥀|

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Finally at 4 am I closed my books and pack my bag for college and lay down on the bed . As I close my eyes today's incident flashed infront of me . How ekansh defended me ....

I was ignoring all the cursing words from my so called father cause I am used to it . I remember I was Adoring something new something beautiful. Someone defending me. I don't like to depend on anyone but for the first time I was being silent and depend on my husband. Tell me ekansh how should I not expect anything from you , when you are raising my expectations ?? I pledge to never let these emotions enter in me and my diary is - SHITT MY DIARY !!! 
I wake up with a jolt ..i have to find that diary before anybody else could.
I silently went in backyard and finally after 20 minutes i got my diary....

I come back in my room and flip the diary pages...

As a kid , I had a fantasy . To be a
Princess. A perfect girl with shiny eyes , perfect curls , soft smile and sweet voice. Girl which is loved by everyone. experiencing the fairy tale love . But growing up I realised that this world is not fairyland infact it's a cursed place. With evil people and smiley faces. You can't be a princess here .

" I wish you were never born "
" Why didn't you died that day ? "
" You are a black spot ".
How easily people question my existence and even me too . I also don't wanna live in this cruel world where people hide demons behind there faces .
There question genuinely made me curse my existence.

" Dear diary ...you know I was so afraid of pain , i give up on many dreams because I was afraid of getting hurt and die but see the things I was running from now I am enduring..."

" Dear diary ...
I am feeling exhausted.
I just wanna disappear . I want to break down on my knees and cry hard .scream my heart out and I don't wanna stop until I can't breath anymore.i feel like everyone is fed up of me . No one wanted me .I am feeling sick of this feeling. "

In previous pages i also wrote my bucket list ..but it's not even damn worth ...I close the book and went to bed and lay down .and soon the sleep consume me .

After 2 hours the alarm disturbed my sleep ... Waking up I continue my morning routine workout,yoga and finally get dressed for college....

 Waking up I continue my morning routine workout,yoga and finally get dressed for college

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I get ready and went downstairs and saw Rohan placing breakfast

" Good morning bhabs !! " Rohan said
" Good morning " I said and helped him to place the table ...

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