My Serenity

1.

Morning as usual but not so usual as it's the first day of college of none other than our Aynur , already running late on the very first day of her med college ; she was in haste but content of where she is. She was wearing a short kurti with wide leg jeans and little jhumkis , kohl in eyes.

She was continuously muttering to god "deva iss janam bacha lena baki agle janam se late nhi karenge ''. She entered college and saw the college building and thought herself - " Ab jo bhi hoga jesa bhi hoga mgr sb chizo se durr rehna hai aur dubara apni pichli jindgi me nhi jana. Kanhaji plzz apse binti hai aap jo test lena chaho lelo bss uss nark ki orr mat dhakelna. Baki JAI SHREE RADHE KRISHNA.''

She entered college but felt a sting in her lower back and that's when it hit her that she got her periods  and now she doesn't have sanitary napkins , she ran towards washroom and panicking , just then a girl of hazel green eyes wearing a cargo and tank top with sneakers but her real beauty was her charming smile and the positive and butterfly energy that she radiates entered. She stared at her for sometimes then said nothing and put the sanitary napkins and went outside the washroom.

After some minutes aynur came out of washroom and was shocked to see that girl waiting outside. For once she thought 'maybe she needed to use the washroom'. But then the girl asked her are you okay ms. newbie? She looked at the girl and was thinking of answering that's when the gurl again told "Leave all this ab jaldi chalo wrna aaj mr. Diwan hmara diwala bna denge''. The girl was none other than our buttery butterfly SUNAINA.

They rushed to the class but soon got the announcement of arrival of their some top seniors who had gone to foreign for the college representation. Everyone was asked to get assembled to the entrance and welcome them and then go to the auditorium for some '' gyaan ki baatein ''.

Aynur was in the way that's when she collided with one of some other bad  seniors and cherry on top is they were the worst in the college who fear no one except two people(iykyk). So this was their chance to bully newbies and unfortunately their first prey was Aynur. 

Firstly they all surrounded her and asked about her intro and then they all ragged her by putting ink on all over her face and that's when one from the group of doctors came from foreign trip saw her from backside and when he was about to help her she ran towards the crowd.

As soon as Sunaina saw her , she rushed to her and after she saw her condition she was beyond shock. Soon she told her to go back to hostel so that she can get freshen up and rest after whatever had happened. Aynur resisted that by saying , '' Sir would scold her and her marks would be deducted ''. Sunaina facepalmed herself after listening her and somehow she persuade her to go back to hostel.

Aynur went to hostel and got freshen up.  Even after lot of attempts , ink marks weren't getting away ; although a lot had faded away but due to rubbing now she was having rashes all over her face.
Here in auditorium everyone was there to welcome the senior doctors. Everyone was keenly attending the welcome seminar. But mr. Diwan was observing how many students were attending it. And then all of sudden everyone's attention was on stage as one of the college youth star was welcomed for delivering his experience of foreign trip and he was none other than our AARAV MEHTA. Beside him , his best frnd was seated who was none other than KIAAN KISHORE  , his eyes , mind , attention nothing was on the program. He was searching for the girl who was ragged sometimes ago. Because somewhere he lost some part of himself there at the instant moment. Soon the seminar ended and everyone departed to their respective rooms. Meanwhile Sunaina soon searched for Aynur but she was nowhere to be found.

Aynur was in her room staring at the ceiling and thinking that will there be anyone in her life who'll ever think about her? Whose whole universe will go around her. Who'll know that she is clumsy , who'll tolerate her all tantrums with all love and care.

Will anyone ever be with her just because of how she is?

Will anyone tolerate her arrogance?

Will anyone love het morning face with frizzed hair and drowsy mouth?

Does she also deserve to br loved?

Does she also deserve to be cared?

The answer to all her questions were a big ''NO''. Nobody will ever love her because she doesn't deserve it , she never got it and will never ever get it. Her own parents left her alone in this cruel and selfish world then who'll ever love her;  noone!!